I apologize if my blogs seem rambling or non-sensical lately. The lack of sleep, food, etc. over the past three days has made it difficult to concentrate and put my thoughts together.
Steph and I just had to do one of the hardest things of our lives. We just said goodbye to our special little princess. At 2 am we were called to her bedside because she had developed a high fever that was not responding to treatments. The fever was causing her to be increasingly unstable. We stayed at her bedside and prayed over her thanking God for the amazing gift that she has been to us. Her fever then began coming down and she semi-stabilized. We had taken sleep aids before bed and were exhausted so I sent Steph back to get some rest while I remained with Hannah. I sat there with her and played music for her on my phone. I am so thankful that despite the ultimate outcome that we had the chance to spend time with her and say good-bye.
It crushed me to see her bruised and broken body. Scabs from an untold number of line attempts, a thermal burn from a heater during our initial resuscitation, abrasions from CPR, and her surgical wounds. Feelings of failure in not being able to diagnose, treat, cure her started to creep into my mind but I was reminded that as the motto of Tenwek states, “We Treat, Jesus Heals”.
As the morning progressed, she showed signs that the end was approaching. She began having gasping respirations and periodic episodes of cardiac arrhythmias. A neuro exam showed that she was essentially brain dead. Steph came back and we were able to spend more time with her. We discussed it and decided that she had fought long and hard enough and it was time for her to go to her forever home. We withdrew care and just laid with her. As she left us, the lyrics to Jeremy Camp’s King Jesus were playing. “King Jesus, you are victorious. You have conquered death with this life of love. King Jesus, you are victorious. You paid the final debt for all of us.” After she died, we had a time of prayer and Steph was given a clear vision of our little Hannah smiling her two-toothed grin (the biggest one she had ever seen on her face), with her water-sprout hair-do running into Jesus’ arms as He welcomed her to paradise. She is home.
While neither of us expected this outcome, we both knew that this trip would involve sacrifice. We were both told this during our times of prayer. Steph was even told that we didn’t have to go…that it would alright with God, but that we would miss out on His best plan and blessings for us. From this side of things, I don’t know how this could be part of His best…BUT He is the God who spoke the world into existence. Who am I, with my finite mind, vantage point, and experience to question Him? When God spoke to Job He asked him, “Where were you when I laid the earth’s foundation? Tell me, if you understand. Who marked off its dimensions? Surely you know! Who stretched a measuring line across it? On what were its footings set, or who laid its cornerstone — while the morning stars sang together and all the angels shouted for joy?” Job 38:4-7. God is the same yesterday, today and forever and He always keeps His promises. In the words of Steven Curtis Chapman’s Believe Me Now “I am with you. I am for you…I never have, I never will abandon you.” I don’t know why my baby girl had to be stricken with cancer. I don’t understand why she had to die the way that she did. I don’t know how a daddy is supposed to go on when his baby girl goes to Heaven first. She taught me to love in a new way and showed me a part of my heart that I didn’t know existed. I don’t know…I just don’t know so many things.
But I do know that I serve a God that is all-powerful and all-knowing. I know that He loves me and my family including Hannah. I know that He understands sacrifice, He willingly sacrificed His only son…for me and for you.
We are so incredibly grateful for the outpouring of love and support that we have been shown. We have received countless messages literally from around the world, many from people that we will likely never meet on this side of heaven. Thank you for helping to carry us through this. While the pain of losing Hannah will never go away we do know that eventually the wounds will become more bearable. For now we are taking things hour by hour. We rest in the knowledge that He is faithful and he will keep His promises to us. We will trust Him.
Thank you to our Tenwek family and those who worked so hard at Kijabe. Simple words can’t express what your love and support has meant to us. We fought a strong fight for my baby girl. We treated her but Jesus healed her!
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421 Comments
Ellen
Mar, 14, 2013I do not know you but I was told about Hannah’s problem through Dr. Rebecca Puher. I went to Honduras with her on a medical mission trip a few years ago.
I am so very sorry about Hannah. Please know that she and your family are receiving prayers from this part of the world, central PA near Geisinger Medical Center. We have been touched by your story of faith and courage. God will heal your hearts as he has healed Hannah. Please accept our thoughts, prayers and blessings for your family.
Jordan Douglas
Mar, 14, 2013Crying with you. Praying for you. With love, Jordan Douglas, Boise Idaho
Aylin Merck
Mar, 14, 2013We are praying for your family. I don’t know you but have friends that know you and passed along your prayer requests… Crying even though I don´t know you and yet blessed with the hope that she is with Jesus Christ.
Anna
Mar, 14, 2013So sorry for your loss. I k now that at a time like this words are not much of a comfort. So I am Praying tat He heals your broken hearts. Hold tight to the many memories that you shared with her.
May Gods blessing continue to pour through your family and onto your family.
Caleb Boullianne
Mar, 14, 2013My heart goes out to you and your family. While I did not know Hannah through your words I felt I did. Tears were shed on her behalf and for the pain of your family. Prayers will continue from here for your family and for Hannah. Know that like our Father, she is always with you, holding you hand in crowded streets, sharing smiles in parts of your life, in your arms when you are sad. She shares these moments with you and she will live on here and in heaven for she has become an Angel incarnate. Be strong for God and your little Hannah will be with you.
Caleb Boullianne (Phill’s Grandson)
semper in luce ambules
Dulcimer
Mar, 14, 2013Grieving for you, trying to understand. You don’t know me and I have never met you but I just sat here and broke down when I read this. Jesus, hold Hannah and her parents in your arms.
Katy Flood
Mar, 14, 2013Holding your family up in prayer here in Lewistown PA. Your written words were beautifully written and inspiring me to have a stronger faith. God is always good and loving even when life seems to break apart into tiny shattered fragments. Hold fast to His promises! There are so many praying for you. Let our prayers carry you in this hard journey. I am a mother of 3 boys with another child on the way. My heart is sad today.
Pastor Justin
Mar, 14, 2013We met briefly at church when you came to speak to our youth during vbs. your strength, courage, and faithfulness have spoken to me in big ways. I feel I should be encouraging you and somehow during this time you are encouraging me. Our prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. I want you to know that we spent a big chunk of time last night at youth group praying for Hannah and your family. It was amazing to hear our kids and watch them ban together in one voice. You are loved and supported. I am truly sorry for your loss but so stoked for God’s gain. Hannah is beautiful and now she is in the arms of the one who created her that way. Your faith and strength is so powerful and it can only come from the one that calls you son. You are a great dad, incredible man, and a loving husband. Thank you for serving and offering your life for the sake of His kingdom.
Shawna
Mar, 14, 2013Sending your family love from Canada.
Sarah
Mar, 14, 2013I have been praying for the past 24 hours. And have cried tears of anguish for you and your family reading your recent posts.I will continue to pray fervently for you all.
John 14:27
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.
Psalm 73:26
My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
Natalie King-Selario
Mar, 14, 2013I am grieving for you and your family Aaron and I pray that God will comfort you during this time. There aren’t words to express the pain I am feeling for you but I take comfort in knowing she is in heaven and you will see her again someday. If there is anything at all any of us can do for you and your family please don’t hesitate to ask. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Marla Lyons
Mar, 14, 2013Becca here in the Lehigh Valley has led us all in prayer for you over the last few days – I did not think I knew you but, in seeing your photos, Aaron you took care of my husband some months ago at CC. I have been praying for all of you, especially darling little Hannah. My heart is aching for the loss of your beautiful daughter, she is resting in our Beloved Lord’s arms…and I hope you find peace and comfort in all the days ahead knowing that we are all in a communion of prayer for you and your family.
Heather
Mar, 14, 2013My heart and prayers are with you. I am so so sorry that this is the ending of her time here, and that the struggle was so painful for all of you. Please know I am passing this on, as well as news of your ministry, that God may be glorified in all ways through this. Many MANY blessings, and prayers for you all.
~Heather Estey
James
Mar, 14, 2013As a father, my heart breaks with you….as a brother in Christ, I will pray for you & your family & mourn with you. There are no words that soften the deepth of a loss like this….You and your family are an amazing testimony of trust, faith and strength for God and Hannah’s journey back to Him will serve a purpose far greater than what the inital moments will reveal. Know that, as you said, there are many, including myself, who you will never meet this side of heaven who grieve with you and pray for you. God bless all of you
Ruth
Mar, 14, 2013I am grieving and praying for you. There are no words, but Steven Curtis Chapman’s album about his daughter is music to grieve by, as you’ve already found.
Joshua Hallahan
Mar, 14, 2013We have never met. I work in Uganda with WGM. We have been praying for you and are so sorry for your loss. Praying that as you walk this journey a phrase spoken here in our local language, Luganda, will be a comfort and a reality- Yesu Amala- Jesus is enough. We are standing with you!
Stephanie
Mar, 14, 2013I know for certain that we never lose the people we love, even to death. They continue to participate in every act, thought and decision we make. Their love leaves an indelible imprint in our memories. We feel comfort in knowing that our lives have been enriched by having shared their love. Wishing you peace to bring comfort, courage to face the days ahead and loving memories to forever hold in your hearts. My husband and I send our heartfelt condolences to you and your family.
Steve
Mar, 14, 2013We lost a child. I am so so sorry for your loss. Our prayers are with you.
Megan
Mar, 14, 2013I am crying for you. May God hold you close as you grieve the loss of your precious baby girl.
Megan in Arkansas
Cindy Duracinsky
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron, words cannot express the sorrow I am feeling for you and your family. Your precious little angel is no longer suffering, for that we are thankful. You are amazing people and you will get through this with Him as your guidance. My family and I will continue to pray for all of you during this very difficult time. May God bless you and keep you.
starlately
Mar, 14, 2013Rest in peace, sweet Hannah. Praying for peace and comfort for your loving family.
Dawn Hale
Mar, 14, 2013I have never met you, but stumbled upon your blog through a friend that shared it yesterday. You have been on my heart and in my prayers ever since. Your faith is an inspiration. May you feel the loving arms of Jesus wrapped around your family during this time.
Jane Lathem
Mar, 14, 2013My heart breaks for you. My cousin Lissette mentioned your loss on Facebook. Losing a child is not easy. We lost our 20 year old son in 1996. BUT, God’s grace is sufficient. As my husband so aptly put it, “you will walk again…..but with a limp” as Jacob did. God be with you in the coming days…..HE is your refuge and strength.
Brenda Wisdom
Mar, 14, 2013I have been praying for you and your family throughout the night. I am so sorry for your loss,but rejoice with you that your baby girl is with Jesus. I also thank God with you for the time that you have had with her on this earth. This is not the end! You will see her again! May God’s Holy Spirit give you his eternal peace.
Kristen Whitesel
Mar, 14, 2013I have no words, my heart breaks for you and your beautiful family. We pray that God will give you strength, and comfort during this time that is so unbearable right now. We will lift you, Steph, and the boys up in prayer everyday. We will pray that God will surround you and Steph will love and caring, and give you both strength. We pray that your boys will have Comfort. Hannah was so beautiful and she is not in any pain, she is at Peace with God and the Blessed Mother. She is a Perfect, Healthy, Angel now. She is your Guardian Angel, Always and Forever.
God bless you Kelley Family.
Psalm 23.
Daniel and Cindy Tolan
Mar, 14, 2013Our family is crying and praying with you today. We ask that the God of all comfort will Himself strengthen you and give you the peace only He can give. You will continue to be in our prayers in the coming days. Thankful for the world-wide family of God to help encourage in times like these.
Brenda
Mar, 14, 2013My heartfelt sympathies to you and Stephanie and boys. I am a friend of Shelly Boullianne so heard of Hannah’s illness when Shelly asked for prayers. My heart breaks for you. I too lost a child who was very young. The prayers and support of family and friends helped us through the grief. But our faith in Jesus Christ grew in ways that it may not have otherwise. I often tell the Lord he could have used a less painful teaching method. But I will see my little one someday. May you feel God during this time of loss.
Peter LeBlanc
Mar, 14, 2013I’m an old riftie and don’t know you personally but your story has filled me with grief. At the same time I am filled with hope as you recounted the faith that you have. May God bless you with many blessings.
From Psalm 139:My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place,
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my unformed body;
all the days ordained for me were written in your book
before one of them came to be.
17 How precious to me are your thoughts, God!
How vast is the sum of them!
18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand—
when I awake, I am still with you.
Cindy Duracinsky
Mar, 14, 2013Also, we have lit a candle for Hannah this morning and will keep it going all day for her. Your beautiful little princess will consume our thoughts.
Dana
Mar, 14, 2013You have been in our prayers ever since we found out about sweet little Hannah. I was so devastated to read that she is no longer here on this earth, but of course for her, there is no better place. Please know that we are weeping alongside you and that we are continually in prayer for you. Thank you for your powerful testimony for our Lord in the midst of such a painful loss.
melissa flanigan
Mar, 14, 2013There are no words to express the grief I feel for you and your family. You all have been in our thoughts and prayers.
Astrid Radermacher
Mar, 14, 2013Hi Aaron, I’m so incredibly sorry to hear about your little girl Just wanted to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. –Astrid
Robyn Young
Mar, 14, 2013I am so sorry for your loss of beautiful Hannah. No parent should have to go through the pain you and your wife are now experiencing. My heart goes out to you, I truely do not know what else to say so since I know you are a family of God, I would like to end with this
Romans 8 26
Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words.
Thinking of you and your family during this difficult time and sending prayers and love.
Natalie
Mar, 14, 2013I do not know you, but I am praying for you an your family here in columbus ohio right now.
Jacquelyn Kalynych
Mar, 14, 2013My heart goes out to you and your family. There are very few people in the world that would do what you all have done. I can’t believe something like this would happen to what sounds like a “Wonderful Family”. My thoughts go out to you and your wife, your boys are going to need you more than ever. Hold them and never let go.
Liz
Mar, 14, 2013I don’t know you, but I found your blog through a friend. I’m so sorry for your loss. You’re right, it isn’t as it should be, but we have a loving and caring heavenly Father who knows your pain and will carry you through.
Praying in Indiana.
Liz
Renee
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron, Stephanie and family,
Words seem (and are) so completely inadequate. Please know we are grieving with you this morning. We are praying for each of you. May the peace of Jesus continue to surround you in a miraculous way.
With much love to you and yours.
Corie Hartsock
Mar, 14, 2013My heart is breaking. I don’t know you, but your family has been always on my mind, in my heart, and in my prayers. Our family grieves with you. May Jesus wrap His arms around you.
In Christ’s love,
Corie
Scott, new york
Mar, 14, 2013I’d heard of your struggle through friends or friends on FB, and have been amazed at your family’s strength and conviction reading your words over these past two days.
I am so sorry for your loss, but wanted you to know that I’ve been so deeply touched by your faith, inspired, in this most difficult of times.
Jim Ramsay
Mar, 14, 2013I just saw this after seeing the prayer request posted by my niece, who served in Kenya a couple years ago. I am heartsick at your loss and will be in prayer for your family in this time of extreme grief. There are no words. Just know that people all over the world are standing with you in grief.
Brandi
Mar, 14, 2013My heart aches for you. Praying for peace and comfort for your family <3
Rachel Didyk
Mar, 14, 2013We are grieving with you and lifting you up in our prayers.
Penny
Mar, 14, 2013I do not know you….I read about your daughter’s illness on FB. But reading your last few blogs to gain the bigger picture has been a privilege. God is near the brokenhearted PS 34.18 and your family qualifies. Her dear precious life will not be without eternal significance….we just wait to see what our Father (who also said goodbye to His son so we might have life) will reveal about his purposes. Praying for you & family as you travel here to US.
Lynda Tucker
Mar, 14, 2013Words cannot convey the feelings we have for your family at this time. Our hearts break for you. I was thinking of a scripture that has been a comfort to my heart during times of difficulty. II Corinthians 1:3-7 God, through Paul says, “Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort, Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God. For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also aboundeth by Christ. And whether we be afflicted, it is for your consolation and salvation, which is effectual in the enduring of the same sufferings which we also suffer; or whether we be comforted, it is for your consolation and salvation. And our hope of you is stedfast, knowing, that as ye are partakers of the sufferings, so shall ye be also of the consolation…Our love to you all. God bless you.
The DeSantis Family
Mar, 14, 2013Our hearts are aching for your loss, but God needed your little angel to help do His work and she is smiling over you. He does work in mysterious ways, and someday we may know the reasons. May your family find peace after the darkness lifts.
Stan
Mar, 14, 2013I’m so sorry to hear this. I’m glad Hannah is not suffering anymore though. Your faith is so far beyond mine.
Shelley Boullianne
Mar, 14, 2013Is does not seem enough to tell you how heartbroken I am over this…as a parent I cannot imagine what you feel. I am praying for you as a family and for each of you individually. May God give you a peace and comfort that can only come from Him as he holds onto Hannah forever.
Chrissy
Mar, 14, 2013I just found your blog a few days ago and your family has not left my mind since. This news is simply heartbreaking. We will continue praying for your family as you walk through what is most definitely the hardest thing any parent could ever face. We may not know each other, but as Christians we are called to share in each other’s burdens. My heart is heavy for you all today. Asking the Lord to bring you peace, rest and comfort in the days ahead.
Julie Bailey
Mar, 14, 2013Amen!
Julie Bailey
Mar, 14, 2013God bless you and your family!
Jennifer Osteen
Mar, 14, 2013We have been and will continue to pray for your family and the Tenwek family as you continue to walk out the days ahead. Our hearts break with yours but trust that the God of ALL comfort is near to those with a broken heart. There are many people whom you’ve never met in the body of Christ lifting you up.
Your testimony of faith during this trial has ministered to us all.
Sara Bachtell Burke
Mar, 14, 2013My brother Jamie forwarded the blog from your Kenyan mission and I am weeping at the loss of your precious Hannah. I am reminded of what Paul says in 1 Corinthians 15: 50-58 that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God…and that death is swallowed up in victory throught the resurrection of Jesus
Christ. Though cerebrally we understand the promises of our Savior our hearts scream in pain at the separation until that day. As your father Doug knew all too well from the suffering he endured, we are not at home in these bodies or in this world. What a reunion he must have had welcoming Hannah to the Throne of Grace. We are holding your family tight in our hearts and prayers. Jim, Sara, Katelyn, Sally and John Ross Burke
Jayne
Mar, 17, 2013Thank you so much, Sara. Love you!
Joy Swatsworth
Mar, 14, 2013One of my favorite books is A Grief Observed by C.S. Lewis and even now when I reread it I draw such strength from the journey that C.S. goes through and shares in this book over the death of his loved one. Your words and faith move me equally…your faith and your love of God will change lives in so many ways. I mourn with you and my heart breaks with you and for you. I will not call Hannah an angel because she is so much more..she is an heir and a daughter of God and she has taken her rightful place beside Him.
Ginna
Mar, 14, 2013What a beautiful testimony of God’s love in your life, that you can rejoice in the midst of such pain. I will be praying for you and your family during this difficult, difficult time.
Criston
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for you both and for your boys. Praying Hannah’s legacy brings others to Christ…praying God’s glory is made known in immeasurable ways. Romans 8:28
Amanda Kerstetter
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron, I grew up with Steph, her Mom babysat my brother and I, our parents were friends and I graduated with your sister too, though I don’t know you that well, I know Steph’s family better, but I want to share with you both how much I admire your courage and strength through all this and your unwaivering faith. It breaks my heart for you as parents to go through this, and my entire family sends their love and prayers to you all from your hometown. God Bless you all and may He comfort you and keep you in his love.
Amanda
Japheth Athoo
Mar, 14, 2013Praise the Lord Aaron Kelley and Steph.
I am in the picture of what you family is currently undergoing,sorrow.Be of courage a galaxy of christians I included are praying for your family.But the exit of your lovely daughter from this earth translates into an entry in God’s Kingdom.May be, your heart inclination is like David in Psalm 22:14 “I am poured out like water,and all my bones are out of joint; my heart is like wax,it is melted within my breast “Keep on standing in awe of Him .He is Lord in grief and i good moments.keep in touch, Japheth athoo prayingsanjweruwomen@gmail.com
pamela
Mar, 14, 2013We live in Allentown, but used to live in Lewistown- and have heard of your story from friends in both places that know you and your family. I am so sorry and my heart breaks for you. I can see through your words that Christ is holding you fast- and may He continue to be your comfort and Rock. Your family remains in my prayers…
karen
Mar, 14, 2013I am so sorry for this great loss in your lives – being a parent I cannot even begin to imagine your pain but I do know without a doubt that our heavenly father grieves along with you and in his great love will give you the peace and comfort only he can bring. rest in the knowledge that your little Hannah is right now in his loving care. I read where our time is not God’s time and in a twinkling of an eye you will be with er once again. Praying for you and your family.
Joseph & Rebecca Harvey
Mar, 14, 2013Dear Aaron & Steph,
We work with SP in Congo Brazzaville, where the Tenpenny’s are headed. Just wanted to say that we are grieving with you. God said “I will smite the shepherd, and the sheep of the flock shall be scattered abroad.” Though you did nothing to deserve or cause precious Hannah’s death, God has allowed this. It is normal to be offended, feel lost and scattered. “But after I am risen again, I will go before you into Galilee” Jesus promised. He is risen again, and coming again soon. And He still lets the little ones to come to Him. Thank you for your faithful example in staying true to Him and His call on your lives, joining God in His sorrow and love for a lost world.
For Health & Hope,
Dr. Joseph & Rebecca Harvey
Katie
Mar, 14, 2013I’m a friend of Maria Backenstoe, she asked for prayers for your family. I’m so sorry for your loss and so sorry that your little angel had to endure this. Your family is in my prayers….words really seem meaningless at a time like this, but I felt the need to reach out to you and your wife. I pray that God brings you peace.
Kerry
Mar, 14, 2013I can’t imagine what you are going through. Just wanted to tell you I’m praying for you and your family and will continue to do so.
Pat McDanal
Mar, 14, 2013I do not even know you or your family – but I just read your blog after it was posted by Steve Peifer. I am the mother of 4 and the grandmother of 9. I cannot imagine the grief and emptiness you must be feeling – but I know the God you serve and I applaud your confidence and trust in Him. He WILL see you through – and I praise Him for giving you the vision of your daughter’s current state. I will pray for you and look forward to meeting you and your sweet baby girl someday. God bless.
amanda
Mar, 14, 2013Grieving and rejoicing with you. Our family is lifting you up multiple times daily. May the God of heaven and earth comfort you with His awe inspiring grace, sustain you with His mind blowing peace, and strengthen you with is mighty right arm. I wish with all that is within me that we could do something more. Grace and peace to you.
-The Marchlewski family
pensacola, FL
Rich
Mar, 14, 2013Full of sorrow for your loss but amazed and full of joy at your faith. God bless you and your family.
Carrie
Mar, 14, 2013I have prayed for your Hannah and family throughout the night. I will continue to pray.
Christie Cozzie-Nester
Mar, 14, 2013Words can not express how saddened I was to read of Hannah’s passing. I admire your strength in Christ and your acceptance of his will. We may not understand, but Hannah did have a purpose in this life. I think of how incredible it is that most of us have never met your precious Angel, but yet she has touched so many lives around in the World in such a short amount of time. Thank you for allowing us into your personal lives and to share your story and Hannah’s story. As soon as I finished reading your update, there was one song that immediately came to my mind. I don’t know if it’s okay to say I felt it “appropriate” for this situation, but it really struck me. I sat and listened to it and the words really spoke to me. My thoughts, prayers, and love continue to be with you and your family. God Bless you now and forever.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ENtL_li4GbE
Julie
Mar, 14, 2013I started following your sweet family because of friends I have in Pennsylvania and the incredible journey you were all going on. I could have never imagined this outcome, but like your family, I believe in a God that is all powerful and all knowing, who has delivered from death so that we might spend eternal life with him. My heart is breaking for your loss, but I know that our loving God will give you peace and that Hannah is in the arms of Jesus. I will continue to pray for your family and your ministry in Tenwek.
Stephanie
Mar, 14, 2013Many many prayers are being said for you and your family, my heart aches for you. I was shown your blog through a close friend who worked with you in PA. You and your family from what I have read are an amazing inspiration for not only what you are doing, but your strength in your faith and your love for Him! May He bring you comfort during this time.
Noritta Carter
Mar, 14, 2013We at World Gospel Mission have been praying for little Hannah and all of you these past days since we heard about her illness. Be assured of our continued prayer as you grieve your loss. What a precious little girl He entrusted to you for these months. I know you are richer for the time you had her. May God grant you peace and solace as you lean on Him.
Cindy
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for you and your family during this difficult time. Keep your eyes on Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith. May his love surround you all, with the comfort that only he can give. Blessings to you!
Ruth Mitchell
Mar, 14, 2013I am so very sorry for the loss of your sweet Hannah, but as you and I both know, this is not the end of your journey together…you will be reunited one day and she will usher you to the feet of Jesus where you will both worship together forever!!!
Isaiah 40 has such precious words of comfort and strength…and ends with one of my favorite scriptures
But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
May your strength be renews and may you continue to walk the journey that you are walking with The Lord.
God Bless all of you.
Michelle Huntting
Mar, 14, 2013I have been praying for you and my heart breaks for you. My heart and prayers will continue to raise you up.
Rod
Mar, 14, 2013We prayed for all of you this morning as we gather for a meeting of the Pastoral Care Department here at LVHN. We grieve with you, and admire your strength.
“God, as Mary stood at the foot of the cross, we come before you with broken hearts and tearful eyes. Keep us mindful that you know our pain, and free us to see your resurrection power already at work in Hannah’s life. In your time, raise us from our grief as you are raising Hannah to eternal life; through Jesus Christ our Savior. Amen.”
April
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for your family.
Jen
Mar, 14, 2013I don’t know you and just found your story yesterday, but I am moved to tears by your story. Your courage and faith are incredible and inspiring. You will be in my prayers!
Karen
Mar, 14, 2013Your faith and obedience is incredible and your pain almost unbearable. I recently read a book on heaven and children remain children and you get to have them that way agai . Heaven truly is our hope but you must endure this loss and embrace your blessings for this season. I am so sorry for you I don’t understand why more little ones seem to be getting tumours and cancer, but like Job who are we to question our awesome God. May each one of you feel the loving arms of Jesus embrace you as you go through this journey
Your sister in Christ
Amanda R.
Mar, 14, 2013My heart is breaking for you. Your outlook is amazing, I don’t know many people that would be able to view God and his plans the way that you have. I grieve for you and I don’t know how you are staying sane right now, but through prayer and love you will see the light ahead. Praise the Lord, she is laughing and dancing in heaven right now.
Barbara Triplett
Mar, 14, 2013I just read your blog and my heart is broken for you and your family!! You have given so much and now to have to let go of your sweet Hannah! As brothers and sisters in Christ, we know that Hannah may not be here with you any longer but with our wonderful Savior who loves her even more than you! That is such a wonderful knowledge to have and knowing she is in His perfect will! As the days go by, please know I will be praying for each of you! I know there will be hard days but know that during those times someone is praying for you to receive great peace!!
Susan Brooks
Mar, 14, 2013May the Prince of Peace walk with you now.
May His abundant life wash through you, in ways that you can not understand
May His heart speak new life into you, into your mission, into your family.
Trust is such a big concept to get our hearts around
May His Peace that Passes all understanding, be yours without measure.
Sending love
From Canada
Lindsay in Charlotte
Mar, 14, 2013I don’t even know you but I read some of your blog yesterday and your wife’s as well. You have so been on my heart the past 24 hours and as I awoke and spent time with the Lord this morning, the Lord continued to bring your family to mind. I spent much of the morning praying for you and your family and your sweet, precious, only daughter. I had been praying Psalm 55:22 for y’all this morning “Cast your burden on the Lord, and He shall sustain you…” and “He has not despised nor abhorred the affliction of the afflicted; nor has He hidden His face from Him; but when He cried to Him, He heard.” James 5:13 and John 14:27 “Is anyone among you suffering? Let him pray.” And then I read just now about sweet Hannah and the events that transpired and my heart just broke for your family. I shed many tears for you all, and yet I am spurred on by your immense faith in the midst of this absolute tragedy. “He will cover you with his pinions, and under his wings you will find refuge.” Psalm 91:4
“My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.” Psalm 73:26
Can’t even imagine the depths of your unspeakable grief. Praying for you family in this time.
Kim
Mar, 14, 2013My heart is breaking for you guys as you go through this. i cannot begin to know the hurt in your hearts.. i am amazed and blessed by your words and your honesty.
I will be praying for you through the journey of grief… praying that you allow God to sustain you and carry you through the times that you feel that you can no longer move.
He IS good and He IS sovereign….
Precious servants…. rest in this…
Lesley Yates
Mar, 14, 2013my heartfelt condolences to you and your family, Your blog is such a beautiful story of the love of a father and the Father’s love for us. May he BLESS you with all the happier memories of your sweet baby girl. Much love from California
Patricia
Mar, 14, 2013May you rest and smile knowing your angel in in God’s arms.
God Bless you.
Anne
Mar, 14, 2013I am so, so sorry for your unspeakable loss. I weep as I read this; the tears will not stop. My heart breaks for you. I will continue to lift you, your wife, and boys up in prayer as you have to deal with life without Hannah. Grateful for your strong and unquenchable faith and trust in our risen Savior. Yes, one day you will see your precious girl again. That is true Hope. The only way to get through a tragedy such as this.
Praying for you.
Heather
Mar, 14, 2013So very sorry for your earthly loss……Heaven has gained such a precious, beautiful Princess. May God continue to be your strength, peace and comfort in the midst of the grief you will experience. Prayers and love from a stranger on earth – but sister in Christ <3
Paula
Mar, 14, 2013Friends in Kijabe shared this prayer request and we have been praying for your Hannah and now will continue to pray for you, your wife, and your sons. As I read these words with tear-filled eyes, I was reminded again that His grace is sufficient and He gives us what we need to make it through. Thank you for sharing your heart with us. And please know that you have someone in Madagascar praying for you!
Danielle
Mar, 14, 2013God Bless and find comfort in knowing she is happy with Jesus…and you shall see her again
Laurel Gehers
Mar, 14, 2013My heart is broken for your family. Our family also, in the past, has lost a child. I know first-hand how almost impossible it is to imagine the grief let alone live with it. My prayers and thoughts are with your entire family as you go through this difficult time. Your sister Tina is a great friend of mine so I will hold her close in my heart also as she grieves. I went to school with Steph’s Mom. I attend Good News Lutheran Brethren Church. I am uplifted myself with your words of encouragement to all as to the will of God. God Bless you all.
Lacy
Mar, 14, 2013You are in our prayers, Aaron and Steph. Rest on your faith in knowing where Hannah is now and that you’ll be reunited one day! 🙂 Thank you for your mission work, you are very special people.
God bless you all.
The Young family
Jerry and Lisa Barnes and Family
Mar, 14, 2013We were devistated to hear this news when we arrived at school (Salem Christian) this morning. Morgan can running to my classroom and we cried together! Our hearts are broken with you. Amidst the anquish as I read your blog, it is at the same time so beautiful. Your faith and trust in Christ is a testimony to everyone. Peace and Comfort to you all!
Theresa
Mar, 14, 2013Kelleys,
I can’t imagine your pain. “Father, give this sweet family continued assurance of Your hand in theirs. May they feel the peace that only You can give.” I must say that I was blessed to just read your blog and greatly sensed that you know God has been and is presently walking with you through this journey. Indeed, there is so much we don’t know, but as you shared how Job felt, I too realize that I will never understand so much but my Father knows what I have need of before I ask. As your hearts ache, know that many ache with you. May you feel God’s great big arms around your family right now. We are praying for you. I too can now see Hannah running into Jesus’ arms, strong, whole and laughing…pigtails bouncing.
Anne A.
Mar, 14, 2013Crying and praying with you as I read the update from our dear friends Rich & Stacy Davis.
Robin Lamison
Mar, 14, 2013May the Lord surround your family with His Love and peace,my heart goes out to your family and all praise to God for the life of Hannah and all that she gave to this world!! My love and Prayers for all of you!!!
Margaret McCann
Mar, 14, 2013Dearest Aaron,
For all those years you were my second son. Now I am in awe of the man you have become. You have shown amazing grace at this saddest of times. You are the bravest man I know. You have inspired so many with your faith & deepest trust in the Lord & his plan for each of us. Your lessons & that that of your sweet Hannah will remain in my heart forever. I have always loved you & your family. I hope it helps a little to know that my family shares your sadness.
My God continue to bless you all & help you find peace & comfort.
With much love to all-
Margaret
Alison
Mar, 14, 2013My thoughts prayers and tears are with you. I am so glad you got to spend her last breathes here on earth with her worshipping and praying. She is hearing the most awesome music now. Prayers for your whole family’s hurt and for all the decisions you have to make.
Corinne T
Mar, 14, 2013prayers and love to you all. Unimaginable sadness but a wonderful God. So thankful that we are all a part of His family and can life you all up to Him.
Burkhardt family
Mar, 14, 2013Our prayers are with you at this time. May the hand of God be with your family in a special and powerful way at this time, and I know you have peace as you know you will one day be reunited with Hannah and at that time you will never be separated again.
Jimmie and Timbrel Hull
Mar, 14, 2013We have been praying and crying with you, even though we have never met. We arrived in Uruguay about the same time you arrived in Kenya. We have four children ages 6 and under. Our hearts are very heavy as we watched you say goodbye. We pray that God’s sweet voice will give you rest and healing. Our love and prayers come from South America.
DM
Mar, 14, 2013I admire you and your family’s strength and courage during this difficult time. Wishing you a world of healing. Thanks for sharing your story with us.
Debbie
Mar, 14, 2013My heart breaks as I read this today. My thoughts, prayers and tears go out to you. It is such a blessing that God gave you this precious angel to enjoy for such a short time. So happy she is not in pain any longer.
Heather
Mar, 14, 2013I work with The JESUS Film Project. Your brother’s and sisters are praying for you here. God be with you….
Leona
Mar, 14, 2013I have been receiving the urgent prayer requests the last couple of days through the SPPRP email list serve. I woke this morning to the final one, and my heart is just breaking for you guys. I am so sorry for your loss. How touching that you had the vision of little Hannah smiling and perfect, just as she is with the Lord now. Friends from my residency will be at Tenwek in a few days, and I’ve asked them to hug you, not that it will fix anything, but only so that you can tangibly feel that people around the world are lifting you up in prayer. He gives and takes away. We don’t know why, but we know He is good. May you feel supported as you grieve this huge loss. You will be in the prayers of many today from Ventura.
Tracy
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and Stephanie –
Word of your story came across facebook thru the Samaritan’s Purse page, and I am sending prayers of strength and comfort thru the Lord to you and your boys. I can not imagine the depth of how this must feel – I choke up even thinking about it. Hold on to your faith strongly – we serve a great, big God, and “He uses all things to His purpose for the good of those who love Him.” Of course we would rather it come a different way – and someday will get to share in a greater vision.
God bless and hold you all in His arms,
The Heffron Family
Clifton Springs, NY
Rhonda
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron, Steph and boys,
We don’t know you, but as soon as my family read your blog, we were burdened to pray for you and Hannah. Our hearts are breaking, but our tears are also tears of joy as we celebrate with you that Hannah is now in her, and our, “forever home”. What a joy to meet you all when our time comes to go home. Much love is coming your direction from Polson, Montana. We also lit a candle in memory of Hannah and her indomitable little spirit. Blessings, Rhonda, Naima (14 yrs), Brian (10 yrs), and Zoe (6 yrs).
Denise Nika
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron
I am humbled by your strength and faith. My God bless you, your little Hannah in heaven and your family.
Linda
Mar, 14, 2013I and many others will be praying for your precious family during this time. “And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away.” Rev. 21:4.
Jessica
Mar, 14, 2013My prayers go out to you and your family during this time of sorrow. I have shed tears through this whole blog. We certainly do serve an Almighty God and he knows the reasons why he takes the ones we love from us. I will continue to pray for you all with all the decisions you have ahead of you. Hannah is in a beautiful place where there is no pain and she is now an angel watching down on you all.
Cathy
Mar, 14, 2013My thoughts and continued prayers are with you and your family. Continue to rely on your faith, love and support of each other during this difficult time. God bless you all!
William
Mar, 14, 2013I am so sorry for your precious loss.
Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. Whoever believes in me, though he die, yet shall he live,
Cindy Zimmerman
Mar, 14, 2013I am sitting here weeping for a child I never knew and a family I may never meet but the pain feels as if you are my OWN family….I am amazed by your faith and strength….God did heal Hannah and through her and through you he will show others how to have a strong faith….it has already renewed my faith…..it has already reminded me how important a faith in Christ is…your little angel child will forever remind me of how vital it is to live your life for Him…., as will the grace by which you are handling yourselves…..
The Schick family
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron/Steph!
Shannon and I are so sorry for your loss!!
I have been asking the courageous group (not sure if you are getting them) and Top Gunners to pray for Hannah and your family!
Your posts are inspiring and speaks to the faith you both possess!
There is nothing more I/we can say – you have said them in your posts and more – Aaron you are my hero – I want to be like you because you are truly a reflection of HIM. Stay strong – continue to hold unto HIM!
You have such a beautiful little girl that we pray her story will reach others for Christ and the God of heaven and earth will be glorified!
God’s many mercies and blessings upon your family!
The Schick’s
Jenyne
Mar, 14, 2013“She is home.” God bless all of you.
Lara
Mar, 14, 2013May God Almighty comfort you all!! May he bring beauty out of this ashes…..
Laurie & Tim Hower
Mar, 14, 2013We love you all! You are in our prayers and thoughts constantly. Thank you for being such an example of Jesus “with skin on.”
Debbie
Mar, 14, 2013My prayers are with you and your family.
Kristen
Mar, 14, 2013I am so very sorry you had to say goodbye to your precious little girl. We will pray for healing for your family through our Lord.
Sonya Isler
Mar, 14, 2013Praying that GOD’s strength will keep you during this difficult time. Your Faith in GOD has made me look at life in a different way. We serve an Awesome GOD. We may not understand his Will; but as we trust and keep the faith; we will endure.
Kate
Mar, 14, 2013Hello. You don’t know me, but my name is Kate and I grew up in Kenya, I have been following your story and want you to know that my heart is grieving with you. Praying for your family during this very difficult time.
… For it is The Lord who arms you with strength… II Sam 22:33
Kate
Jan
Mar, 14, 2013We lost our son 2 mons ago, 1 mon short of his 31st birthday. I saw on Facebook through Samaritan’s Purse about your daughter and your family yesterday. I am so sorry for your loss. It is devastating to lose a child, no matter the age. You are right in that it does get easier with time. Others who have lost a child have said that. They also say, as you did that the pain never goes away. People tell us they are amazed by our strength. We say it is because of so many prayers on our behalf. It is our desire as it is yours that we are able to be a testimony for the work of The Lord in our lives. He is the one who will be your strength through this, as He is for us. But just know, it is not easy. You learn what it truly means to have a broken heart. We literally had chest pressure and chest pains for a month and even now occasionally get that heavy feeling. It is all normal grief. We will be praying for you. Though there are many miles between your family and ours and we have never met, there is now a connection. May The Lord bless you and your family. May He be your constant companion, the one who lifts you and your wife up. May He come a long side your other children and help them in their understanding and grief process. One of the cards we received was entitled, “Trusting in God’s Promises.” It states: “Comfort for your sorrows, courage for each day, strength to face the journey, His Word to light your way, His Peace to fill your heart, although you may not understand, and his love to hold you gently in the hollow of His Hand.” A former Pastor of ours says, “Nothing comes into the life of a believer that does not first pass through the hands of their loving Heavenly Father who cares for you.” Amen.
Cathy Nafziger
Mar, 14, 2013I was devastated to read today that your precious Hannah passed away. I burst into gut wrenching sobs. Your incredible strength and courage comes from Almighty God, and He will be glorified in ways you cannot imagine. Thanks so much for sharing your journey, please know that many who will never know you are touched by your sacrifice. My prayers continue for your family. What an honor that God chose you to parent Hannah for her short stint on this earth. And what a glorious reunion you will have someday.
SMB
Mar, 14, 2013Your faith and trust are an encouragement to all. My prayers will continue to be with you in the upcoming days. God bless your work and commitment to His call.
Leah
Mar, 14, 2013We are friends on FB with a couple of your friends and saw the updates pouring in about your precious, little Hannah over the last few days. We have four little kids of our own and we immediately began praying for you and your family. I fell asleep last night praying for Hannah – I was saddened to hear the news this morning. Although we are praying and grieving with you from afar, we are deeply rejoicing with you as you celebrate your little dancers homecoming with her Heavenly Father. She was created for eternity and although her life here on earth was short – what an impact she has already had on so many…so many who didn’t even have the privilege of meeting her! WOW! We have seen Jesus in the midst of your darkest hour through your beautiful angel.
I hope this song brings some level of comfort, hope, and life as He reveals His truth to you in the strange and unfamiliar days ahead. We serve a good God who is ever faithful and strong. I pray you will feel His nearness as He draws close to you, your wife, and boys.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lTxED4_j8kQ
Trudy Hancockc
Mar, 14, 2013Our heart is with you in your sorrow. Our little girl went to be with Jesus 12 years ago. She had a virus that attacked heart and we didn’t even know she was sick. The pain IS still there, but through Jesus we go on and are a little stronger for it. My husband Chris worked at WGM at the time and we were blessed by the prayers of His people around the world. I often hear “why do bad things happen to God’s people” and my response is to show the world the difference Jesus makes in our lives when the bad comes. Evil is in the world and does it’s damage to all, but God makes a victorious in the end. We will be praying for you and your family and that the love of God will help you through and carry you on. Trudy
Melissa Desjardins
Mar, 14, 2013I am so sorry.
My thoughts and prayers are with you.
May His love and comfort uphold you.
Crystal
Mar, 14, 2013I am crying with you right now, I’m so sorry that your little girl had to go on ahead to Heaven before you. I am humbled and uplifted by the words that you have written. I pray that God will hold all of you very tightly, and fill you with his comfort, and surround you with his love. I know you will see your daughter again, and you will enjoy eternity together. I also know that it’s still heartbreaking to be separated from her right now. God bless you all – I’ll be praying for all of you. (Sorry that my words just seem so inadequate to express what I mean.)
Scotty Rogers
Mar, 14, 2013I do not know you, had never heard of you until reading today’s post from Samaritans Purse, but I can tell you that I have wept so much for you, for Stephanie, and for your sons.
What you are enduring right now, as tornenting & excruciatingly painful as it is, is still nothing so big that God would be unable to help you through. The very sovreignty of God is an awesome, very amazing thing. It means that He has invested years equipping and strengthening you for what you face this very day.
Dear friends to my family & I are Richard & Kristi Guay who are missionaries to Thailand. They have 8 children, the oldest of whom was married on December 6. During the drive home from the wedding, their family was involved in an accident. Their 2 youngest children – 8 year old Sarah and 11 year old Josiah – went to meet their Savior face-to-face.
The true testimony to the awesomeness of our mighty God comes not through the trial itself, but in the aftermath thereof. You may not witness it on this side of Heaven, but just imagine if you can someone approaching you there telling you ”I am here only because of you. You took the time to sacrifice and stay the course. Had you not stayed the course, I would be burning in hell right now. Thank you, dear brother Aaron for not giving up when the
going got tough. Thank you for staying the course.”
And I thank you for sharing your story here with us – the good, the bad, and the downright painful. It is an honor to get to know a fellow believer, even if it was through reading a story of absolute heartache. I will pray for you & your family.
Katherine
Mar, 14, 2013May the God who gives life, mercy, love and peace be with you all the days of your walk on this earth. I am so sorry for your loss of Hannah. I can’t imagine how much you want her back…she is in the most wonderful place now, getting to be with Jesus. You are doing so much through Hannah’s story for so many people you will never meet. When God tells us to be light to a world in darkness, please know that your light shines so brightly in the midst of ashes. God bless you, Steph and the boys always.
Phyllis
Mar, 14, 2013We only heard of your story yesterday when our daughter forwarded us a prayer request and we read your blog. We were praying for her and you last night and this morning. We are SO sorry to hear that little Hannah has left you. I know she is with Jesus which is far better but oh how hard for those left behind. It has brought tears to my eyes and they don’t want to stop. Praying that your faith and trust will carry you through the days that come when your arms ache to hold your daughter and hear her laugh. You have three little boys waiting to be comforted and we will pray for them as well.
Rachel
Mar, 14, 2013Arron, I only met you once (ironically when you were treating my daughter, Hannah, in the emergency room.) I was apparent to me then that you were a strong and faithful man. Your family’s faith and devotion is inspires all of us as you face the most heartbreaking moment of your lives. May our Lord continue to give you strength and peace as you move through the coming days, weeks and years as you await the time when you will meet your precious girl again. Hannah has gotten her wings. May she peacefully rest with our Savior now and always. My family’s thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Edith
Mar, 14, 2013I am so sorry for your loss. Praying for you and your family. (I just found and read your blog through a classmate’s post on facebook). Your faith and trust in God are a true testimony.
Geneva
Mar, 14, 2013My heart just grieves for your family. I am so sorry and will continue to lift up your family in prayer. I am so sorry.
Buffie
Mar, 14, 2013Like Amanda I too graduated with Steph and I have had nothing but respect for her, she was always such a sweet person. Your strength during this is truly an inspiration, I feel that if the tables were turned I would not show even a glimmer of the strength that you are showing now. My heart physically aches for you, Steph, and your boys. I also know that ALL of Juniata County feels the same way, Facebook is over-flowing with comments and posts about prayers being sent your way and people (I know I am) shedding tears for your family. May God be with you and your family during this terrible time in your life.
Janet
Mar, 14, 2013I just wanted to let you know my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. May you feel God near in the days ahead.
Brenda
Mar, 14, 2013The Lord bless you and keep, may His face shine upon you all! May He give you peace that passes all understanding and comfort you!
You are in our prayers!
Carin
Mar, 14, 2013I’ve never met or heard of you before, but saw family mentioned for prayer on FB today with a link to your blog. We have a little blond girl just a little older than Hannah. She has been our little sunbeam. I can’t imagine the anguish of what you’ve gone through and will continue to face in the days ahead. I just wanted to let you know I’ve been weeping for you and calling out to God to comfort you as only He can. And I’m sure that people all around the world that you will never meet this side of heaven are doing the same.
I’m sure you’re familiar with the song “Lord of the Small,” but just in case, I’ll include the words here:
The Lord of the Small Lyrics
Here is the wonderful poem by Johanna Anderson…
The Lord of the Small
Praise to the Lord of the Small Broken Things,
Who Sees the Poor Sparrow That cannot take wing.
Who loves the lame child and the wretch in the street
who comforts their sorrows and washes their feet.
…Praise to the lord of the faint and afraid
who girds them with courage and lends them his aid,
he pours out his spirit on vessels so weak,
that the timid can serve and the silent can speak.
Praise to the lord of the frail and the ill
who heals their afflictions or carries them till,
they leave this tired frame and to paradise fly.
to never be sick and never to die.
Praise him, O Praise Him All ye who live
who’ve been given so much and can so little give
our frail lisping praise God will never Despise.
He Sees His Dear Children Through Mercy Filled Eyes!
Kristen Dressler
Mar, 14, 2013He will tend his flock like a shepherd; he will gather the lambs in his arms; he will carry them in his bosom, and gently lead those that are with young. Isaiah 40:41
This verse was a great comfort to me, when my first son was stillborn. I just kept thinking of him safe in the arms of Jesus and clung tightly to the promise of heaven. I know one day I will see my baby again – alive and well. And we will have eternity together. I pray that God will bring comfort to your family.
Patty
Mar, 14, 2013You have amazing faith! My heart was broken when I read that Hanna left you so quickly, but reading your blog has inspired me beyond words. Hanna is happy and secure in the arms of Jesus! My prayers are with all of you and your children.
Patty Kisumu, Kenya
Lisa
Mar, 14, 2013I am so sorry for your family’s loss. I know that it his her gain and heaven’s gain. I was praying for her for the last 48 hours and that God would show his plan in a timely manner so that you would not have to see her suffer. Rejoice in the fact that she is now with our Lord for I know that you will never forget her and what she brought to your family and your hearts. I will continue to keep your family in my prayers.
Lisa Alvarez
Hilliard, Ohio, USA
Susan Blest
Mar, 14, 2013Dear Aaron and Stephanie,
I am a member of Faith Church. Praying for you and your family. My first grade class at Kid Connect last night prayed for your precious daughter, Hannah. I prayed for you during the night. I had woke up throughout the night and the Lord had laid your family on my heart. I was so sad to see your dear Hannah passed. My heart goes out to you. I will faithfully lift your family up in prayers now and for the difficult days ahead of you. In Christ, Susan
Joe
Mar, 14, 2013Sorry to hear of your loss. I will continue to pray that God will strengthen and comfort you in this very difficult time.
Andie Barbehenn
Mar, 14, 2013You don’t know me, and I don’t know you. I read through your blog late last night from a friend’s facebook post. Your commitment to Jesus shines through as you recount the journey you’ve taken with Hannah. As a Christian, as a mother, and as a grandmother, I prayed for you all last night and this morning. Your relationship with the living God will get you through this, but the pain is real. May God continue to hold you all in the palm of his loving hand and surround you with His peace and strength. I’ll continue to pray! With deepest sympathy and admiration, a sister in Christ from Bethlehem, Pa.
David Parks
Mar, 14, 2013My thoughts and prayer are with you. My family and I served in Malaysia for years and had some close calls with our children’s health. I can’t imagine your pain right now as I write this in tears for your family. We at Beeson Divinity School at praying for you.
karina
Mar, 14, 2013My heart so grieves for your loss today, my husband and I have been in fervent prayer for you guys since we read your blog. Thank you for sharing your hearts with us, I know I have been encouraged by your faith and stand on the Fathers promises and unchanging word. I know Hannah’s life will bring many to Christ, many to know his love, the unconditional life giving love of Jesus. I know with all my heart your loss has not been in vain. May the God of peace and his Holy Spirit bring comfort to you during these coming days, knowing that when you are weary and cannot lift your head, God will lift you up on wings like eagles, and he will be the lifter of your head. In his grace and love..
Roger Drolet
Mar, 14, 2013Your faith is inspirational, your sacrifice is heart-wrenching. I will continue to be praying for you all. Truly, you are all champions in Christ, and your faith has humbled me in ways I cannot begin to describe or give enough thanks for.
Blessings from Maine,
~Roger
Ann
Mar, 14, 2013Continuing to pray for you and your family. We do not know why God allows such pain in our lives, but we do trust Him to tell us one day. I pray for your faith and peace in the midst of your loss. Thank you for the testimony of your lives.
Jen
Mar, 14, 2013Sending your family love, light and strength at this difficult time.
Cynthia
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for you from denver. Your faith is beautiful. Your baby the lucky one. May Gods angels surround and carry your family in the days and years ahead. You are carried by His body, the Church…those who know you and don’t know you.
Laura
Mar, 14, 2013Just a stranger following your story. I feel compelled to say something, however inadequate words are right now. I have prayed and will continue to do so for your beautiful family. I cannot fathom the difficult path God has placed you on, but He knows what strength you must have and what amazing courage you show as you minister and show your testimony to countless others through your journey. I pray comfort will find you. I am so sorry.
Laura Ault
Sherry
Mar, 14, 2013I am praying for you and your precious family.
Paula
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron, Stephanie and boys, we grieve with you and many prayers have been offered to the Father on your behalf. There are many things in this life we don’t understand, and I know that’s the way God intended it – as hard as it is. But we can’t deny the hope, peace and strength that comes only from Him – His presence is evident in you! Thank you for sharing with us.
Vicki
Mar, 14, 2013My thoughts and prayers are with your family at this time. Your faith is an inspiration to me… May your family continue to feel the light of Christ…
Debbie
Mar, 14, 2013Our hearts mourn with you for the loss. Remember that a thousand years are but, a day with The Lord! To Hannah, it will only seem like a blink of an eye before you are all reunited in Heaven! May God’s Peace rest on you as you continue to walk out God’s Perfect Will for your lives.
Don and Suzanne Rumbaugh
Mar, 14, 2013There are no words. Holding your family’s hand across the miles…
Don and Suz, Hospital Loma de Luz, Honduras
Stephanie
Mar, 14, 2013Like many, words cannot express the sorrow and pain that I’m feeling as I weep for you and your family. Take comfort in knowing that sweet little Hannah is in the loving arms of Jesus now, free from all pain and illness. I’ll continue to pray for you and your family for comfort and strength through the days ahead; remember that one day you will see her adorable face again when you are reunited in heaven <3
Natalie Adams
Mar, 14, 2013I don’t have words. My love from far away and nameless is yours. Your family’s stregnth and devotion to our God is far beyond what I might HOPE to have one day. The depth of my sorrow is behind my gratitude for your faith. Hannah was most clearly an angel showing us all how to be better in our lives. I heard of your story on Facebook, and even though we are perfect strangers, we are all one in God’s eyes. Love, Peace and Stregnth in these day and months-years to follow. Know you are all loved and eternally prayed for. In Christ Name. Love and Light.
Blake
Mar, 14, 2013Although I have never met your family, I am touched by your eternal perspective in the midst of such a difficult situation. My wife and I have been through a similar “valley” within the past 6 months. Perhaps the best words of encouragement I’ve heard recently pertaining to this type of unimaginable situation is this: “God is so full of grace that He simply could not wait to reward your little girl by calling her home.”
Chassidy (friend of Katie)
Mar, 14, 2013For the Kelley Family
One small child
with one small voice
making her way heavenward
with shouts of joyous noise…
Today my Jesus needed me
for plans far greater than you can see.
My time on earth was short and sweet
touching hearts that I have yet to meet.
Shed some tears and cry no more…
remember me as I was before.
Think of me with smiling faces
the times spent in happy places…
and in this time that we’re apart
tuck each memory into your heart.
I’ve made it now inside the gate.
I’m shouting for my Jesus is great!
I run to Him with arms open wide…
I feel nothing but joy inside!
He cradles me up to His breast
In His comfort I find great rest.
by: Chassidy Matthews
Kirsten, Ohio
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for you all.
Daylene Miller
Mar, 14, 2013Several years ago I sat on the floor in front of the TV and wept when I heard about the accident that took Steven Curtis Chapman’s little Maria. I prayed as I cried for God to comfort them and bring meaning to this tragedy. I felt God whisper into my heart. “I am going to take the Chapman’s ministry to places it has never been before. They will have such deep compassion they never would be able to show if they did not walk through this valley”. I have watch all the amazing things God has done through this little angel’s death. I will be praying for you as you walk through this valley and God takes your ministry to places you never imagined.
Hannah
Mar, 14, 2013Crying with you from Pittsburgh, PA. I’m so sorry to hear that Hannah did not make it.
Roberta
Mar, 14, 2013I only just learned of your family, your ministry in Kenya, and the home going of your sweet precious gift from God. My heart breaks for you. We have three children in heaven, two early in pregnancy, and Jonathan Robert who whet home to be with Jesus at thirty four & a half weeks of pregnancy. We were able to give birth & say goodbye, along with our family & church family. Your’s has been a journey that is even more difficult. Having the blessing of raising her and getting to see the blessing of her precious personality, smiles, hugs, and love. That is a precious gift. I can see from your blog The Lord has and is sustaining, strengthening, and holding all of you in His strong and loving arms that will never let you go. I weep with you in your sorrow and look forward as you do to being reunited with our precious little ones. They can give us the “grand tour”, and bring us to Jesus. Still and Always In HIS Hands, Roberta Case
Mark Schroeder
Mar, 14, 2013All of us at SP are remembering you as you both grieve the loss of Hannah and celebrate her safe arrival into the presence of her Savior. No words can soothe the pain of grief you are experiencing; but there is no grief that can diminish the hope that a risen Savior provides. We are praying that your risen Savior will carry all of you through this time in a way that only He can do.
Emily
Mar, 14, 2013Your faithfulness and peace is astounding. My heart breaks for your family. You are in my prayers as you continue your journey of grief and healing.
Cathy
Mar, 14, 2013Praying that the peace that only Jesus can give will surround you and give you the strength you need to get through this. Thank you for sharing your story with us. My heart is broken for you.
Barbara Kariuki
Mar, 14, 2013I am praying for you and your family. May God’s love and peace envelop you now until heaven.
Erin
Mar, 14, 2013We are praying for your family in Wyoming.
Gwen
Mar, 14, 2013A little life touches your heart in unspeakable ways. I have been praying for your little girl and for your family as well. As a parent of young children, my heart grieves with you in your loss. My eyes are filled with tears. May God carry you through this journey. Hannah’s unconditional love will be with you always and Heaven welcomed a beautiful little angel. My thoughts and prayers will continue to be with you all.
MaryLee Kersten-Day
Mar, 14, 2013Keep looking to Him and know that as much as you loved Hannah, He loves her even more. I pray you will feel the loving arms of Jesus surrounding you as never before and that His overwhelming love will begin to fill the whole you now have in your heart. May God pour out extra blessings on you.
Wendy
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for your family.
Lisa
Mar, 14, 2013Praise be to the Lord, to God our Savior, who daily bears our burdens. Psalm 68:19
I am lifting you up into the only arms that can carry you now.
Tami
Mar, 14, 2013We heard of your sweet Hannah through a couple of mutual friends here in PA. Our hearts break for you as you grieve the loss of your precious daughter. Your sweet photos show what a beautiful child she was, and what a loving family she was blessed with during her short time here. May you continue to be comforted by the vision of Hannah running into Jesus’ arms. Praise God for his grace and care. We will continue to lift you all up in prayer as the Lord has you constantly on our hearts. Your steadfast faith and servant’s hearts will encourage many.
Sue Brockway
Mar, 14, 2013Steph and Allan – my prayers are with you and your boys… I know this will be a very difficult time for all of you. I am praying that our Father wrap His arms around each of you and give you a strong sense of His presence with you. I grew up in Kenya and attended RVA graduating in 1972. It is my prayer that at some point God will allow you to see a portion of how He will use this tragedy to His glory for we know that you love Him and are called according to His purpose. My heart breaks for you in this loss …
alexis
Mar, 14, 2013The faith you have in Christ is an amazing inspiration. Im so sorry for your loss. I couldn’t imagine this. But if i ever face this situation with either of my baby girls i pray that i have the strength and faith in my Lord and Savior as you have today!! No more pain for your sweet little princess and she gets the ultimate gift!! The gift that we all should be living for!! I am praying so hard. Prayers of encouragement in this difficult time!
Lyndsay
Mar, 14, 2013I honestly have such a heavy heart right now and just cry everytime I think of what you all are going through. Your strength in The Lord is amazing and am in awe of how you continue to cling to Him! I am praying, have been praying, and will continue to do so for Hannah and your whole family. I have shared your story with my bible study groups and they all want you to know they are lifting Hannah and your family in prayer. Lots of love to your family!
Susan Spragins Washburn
Mar, 14, 2013I was heartbroken to see the news of your sweet Hannah. I have been praying for her and your family since I saw the news yesterday. I am amazed at the strength and love for God that you show during this tremendously hard time. God is surely using you to touch thousands, if not more, lives around the world. Nothing I can say can help, but please know that prayers for strength and comfort are coming your way for you, your wife, and your boys. May Jesus wrap you in His arms and give you more glimpses of Hannah sitting with Him. God bless.
Gloria
Mar, 14, 2013praying for you.May you know God’s peace and love and grace for you in this as you grieve,
Lori
Mar, 14, 2013My heart breaks for each one of you. I’ve been praying for your daughter and family since I was told about her. I am so sorry for your huge loss. I will continue to pray for each one of you. May God’s arms be wrapped tightly around each of you and carry you through each day.
Matthew and Bethany Bessom
Mar, 14, 2013We’ve never met you all, but we love you. We are so sorry for your loss, and our hearts break for you. I am in tears as I read this latest post as we also have a little girl ; I can’t imagine… But your faith through this is shockingly inspiring. So much so that I don’t even understand it – I could only explain your response to this as divine. Know that a brother and sister in Christ from South Carolina are lifting you and your boys up in prayer – for God’s everlasting and perfect peace to bless your hearts and give you rest.
susanna gordon
Mar, 14, 2013I am Paul Jarrett’s daughter and we have been praying ever since we heard Hannah was ill. My heart aches for you all. Keep your eyes on Jesus, look full in His wonderful face. You will be in our prayers for a long time to come.
Melissa
Mar, 14, 2013My heart just aches for you. May peace pour over you, and God give you joy in remembering your precious girl.
Melissa in California
Donna Sloan Harmon
Mar, 14, 2013Beautiful Hannah, is in the arms of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, without pain or sickness, Bless her, she is healed now and never to be sick again, Praying for comfort to you and your family, that Christ will heal your broken hearts, and hold you during the days ahead. She was a beautiful child., and I know that she will be surely missed. Praying for strength to get you and your family through this, She will always be ya’lls little princess., and now your little angel. God Bless the family and little Hannah.
Carol
Mar, 14, 2013My son and wife live in Botswana sent this to me. My heart hurts for you both. She is Gods speacial angel ! Our prayers will be with you all. May God continue keeping you both going and trusting in hin. Thankful to know as young parents of their baby taken to heaven have such a wonderful testimony. I did enjoy reading of such strength GOD can give to each us. If we just trust and obey. Sinserly from Ohio,Carol May God Bless your lives..
Amanda Bryson
Mar, 14, 2013There are truly no words to express our sadness for your family. I do not know you….I am a friend of Lyndsay Johnson’s and she shared the news with us this morning at bible study. Our prayers will be with you, your wife and your precious boys. Your faith is inspiring. God is good and will indeed carry you through these next months and years as you you weep for your sweet girl. But the thought the kingdom of Heaven, our forever home, brings tears of how happy she must be to be with our King. Praying for you, The Bryson Family, Quantico, VA
Sarah
Mar, 14, 2013Friends at Kijabe have given a small window into this journey over the last few days. Weeping with you all and just asking Jesus to carry your hearts, cover your children, and draw so near. He promises He is near the brokenhearted. May you know this in a new way in this season.
Joan
Mar, 14, 2013I am so sorry for your loss. I just came across your blog today. She is so beautiful, sometimes when I see a beautiful little cherubic face like hers, it seems as though they were born to be an angel. My heart breaks for you. It seems so many preachers and missionaries have lost a child. Perhaps it is so we can know how God felt when He gave up his only Son. May the Lord Bless you with His peace that passes all understanding.
Alyssa Pfister
Mar, 14, 2013We met at PFR in Boone, NC last year. I have been so saddened to follow a small piece of your journey in recent days. Our team (McCropders) has been praying from you from our missionary language school here in France and are so burdened with the enormity of your current suffering. Thank you for sharing your heart and the heart of your Savior on this blog. We wait with you for the day that the new heavens and the new earth will come and this earthly pain will be no more. Praying for supernatural strength, peace, and faith for today.
J in NY
Mar, 14, 2013I couldn’t read this not respond. I’ve been praying for your whole family since I first read the news of Hannah’s illness. I cried when I read it was brain cancer. And I think my heart just skipped a beat when I saw she had died. I too am a firm believe in God (The Lord tgives, and the Lord takes away. Blessed be the name of the Lord) though I don’t understand why things like this have to happen. I am so thankful for your strong faith. I can’t not imagine being a parent who does not know God and having to bury my child. Please know that I will continue to pray for your family, especially your little boys, in the coming days. While I am sure the pain and grief will never go away, I hope God will continue to wrap His loving arms around all of you, providing you with the peace and comfort only He can give.
Myers
Mar, 14, 2013We don’t know you personally but share two mutual family friends, the Roberts at Tenwek and the Beards in Pensacola. We cried with you this morning however, and continue to pray that He will bind up your broken hearts and give you and the boys His peace that overwhelms. John and Ginger Myers, Pensacola, FL
Jane Fritchley
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for the loving arms of the Father to envelope your family with his love. Bless you for you testimony.
John
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron,
You and your family is such an inspiration of faith and trust in our God! Since starting to read your blog, I have prayed to have a faith and trust in God as strong as yours. I can honestly say I don’t know how you stay so strong through such difficult times. I pray for peace and comfort in your hearts for the loss of your baby girl. I have a 9 month old daughter and I don’t know what I would do if I lost her. I really appreciate your saying, “We treat, but Jesus heals.” That could not be more true!
God bless you and your family, Aaron.
Lisa
Mar, 14, 2013So so very sorry for your loss! I pray for God’s arms to be continually wrapped around you and carrying you through this time.
Melissa
Mar, 14, 2013Just read your blog. My prayers to you for continued trusting in God, in all things. I am so sorry for your loss.
Jonathan
Mar, 14, 2013As a father of two young girls my heart is broken for you and your family. My prayers are with you all and pray that His love will sustain you as you continue to trust in Him. Strangely I have never had a greater sense of God’s love for us than when I saw Hannah’s picture and more drawn to love God with all my being and lay down my life for Jesus. My love to you and your family.
Julia
Mar, 14, 2013I was in MOPS with Steph. We have been praying so hard for your sweet little Hannah. She is in God’s loving arms now. Sending you love and prayers as you walk this difficult journey.
John Biemullerj
Mar, 14, 2013My family’s thoughts and prayers are with you. I am a father as well and cannot
Imagine what you are going through. She is such a beautiful little girl. We are thankful for your missions work and will pray for you everyday.
Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania
Meredith Stewart
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron (and Stephanie):
I don’t know you but I have been following your blog through mutual friends. My husband, Sean and I ache for you. We are so incredibly sorry for your loss. We are in missionaries in Kitale, Kenya (about 5 hours from Kijabe). If you and your family need time away at any point, please know that you are all welcomed to stay with us. We would love to help you in any way that we can.
Covering your family in our prayers.
Sean & Meredith Stewart
julie
Mar, 14, 2013I’m so sorry for your loss….Hannah is an angel…..there are no words for such a loss….prayers and hugs are with Hannah and your family…
Francine Ambrosino
Mar, 14, 2013Dear Aaron, Steph & Family, I have never met you; however, I am Courtney Vose’s sister, and she thinks the world of you & your family. She sent out a prayer chain days ago for your little Hannah. So, our family, along with all of our friends prayed steadfastly & with sincere conviction for God to heal her. I have read your entire Blog, and your “Mission” is helping more than just those in Africa. I for one have been forever changed by you & your wife’s strength & commitment to your children & to God. My children both attend Parochial schools in Allentown, and although we struggle financially to keep them there, I always knew it was my most important job as a mom. You have cemented this even moreso. You have renewed my own personal commitment to the church and to God himself, by putting down your thoughts in writing & sharing your most inner grief/loss and love for Hannah & for God.. If you have impacted my life, and I have never met you, just think of how you, your family & your precious Hannah have made a difference in everyone elses life that you have touched or who have read your Blog. May God Bless you & your family with strength at this most difficult time. I truly do believe Hannah is at peace with her Heavenly Father, and playing with the angels. With Sincere Sympathy, Francine (Macungie, PA).
Dan and Erika Claud
Mar, 14, 2013Hebrews 12
1 Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight, and sin which clings so closely, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us,
2 looking to Jesus, the founder and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is seated at the right hand of the throne of God.
Aaron,
I am an EM physician at Kijabe. You met my pediatrician wife; we did not really meet. Our family has prayed for yours.
You have run with endurance.
God bless you and your family.
Dan
Erica
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for you from Grand Rapids, MI. May the Lord show you His ways, His strength, and His peace as the tides of grief slowly move in and out over the coming days.
Darcee
Mar, 14, 2013Grieving for your family. My family prays for your family. It’s hard at times to understand our father in Heavens plan at times but your baby girl is with him and you will see her again on the other side. Darcee Lake Tapps, Washington
Arthur Rasco
Mar, 14, 2013In the Broadcast Dept of Samaritan’s Purse, we are remembering your family and your precious daughter. May the “peace of God that surpasses all understanding” be with you and your family during this time. I pray that the love of God envelopes you and your wife and your children in His loving arms. And may your hearts be filled with wonderful memories of your daughter, Hannah.
Pat
Mar, 14, 2013I am so sorry for your loss! May God continue to give you strength, and may you feel His arms of love around you to sustain you in this time of sorrow.
Erin Longworth
Mar, 14, 2013My heart grew heavy as I read a friends message letting us all know that your precious gift from God has gone home to be with Him. My husband Don and I are missionaries with SIM. Our little Caleb went home to be with the Lord while we were serving in Benin. It will be 5 years ago September 19. The days that followed were very difficult, but eventually became easier. We still miss our little boy, and can’t wait until the day that we will be with him again.
As my husband says “Many little, precious grains of wheat have been planted in the soil of Africa. They will not fail to bare much fruit.” (Jn 12) This passage helped us many times when trying to accept our sons death, and understanding it was not in vein, but for God’s glory.
Please know that you will continue to be in our thoughts and prayers. Please feel free to contact us.
Erin Longworth
Sue
Mar, 14, 2013I don’t know you but…. Y’alls amazing faith and strength in God in your most desperate time of your lives,so deeply touched me. I pray the Shalom Peace of God to be with your family.
Janel
Mar, 14, 2013I don’t know you, but my heart is breaking for you. Praying for your family as you go through this painful time and do your best to see God’s hand in the midst of it. I’m praying that He reveals Himself to you in a way you would never have known otherwise. May He receive glory in this as only He can.
Brian
Mar, 14, 2013As my tears flow down, my prayers go up.
Jesus, please wrap your loving arms around this beautiful couple during their time of greif and comfort them in a way that only you can…Amen
Don and Glenda Moon
Mar, 14, 2013Dear Aaron and Steph,
Our hearts are hurting with you. We are so very, very sorry. Twenty-five years ago we laid our little girl to rest in Argentina. We will be praying for you and your boys often in the coming days.
Melanie
Mar, 14, 2013We have never met, I found your story through Samaritans Purse & a friend on Facebook. I am crying for the pain you are going through & rejoicing that she is safe in Jesus’ arms. I will continue to keep praying for you & your family. Again, I’m so sorry. Love from Buford, Georgia
Greg Addvensky
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron, you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry for your loss,
Andrew (Phil's son in law)
Mar, 14, 2013words never say enough. Know that our hearts cry with you for your loss, and rejoice for Christ’s gain. little Hanna is healed and happy in the arms of Jesus! A celebration we will join one day!
Our prayers go out to you and the entire family. We thank you for sharing your story with us, and the Good News with the world!
Jayne
Mar, 17, 2013Thank you, Andy. Love you!
Kathy (your mom's "Roomie")
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron, you remind me so much of your dad. We do not understand, but we trust. May the Lord be your rock, your refuge and your comfort. We are keeping you in prayer.
Jayne
Mar, 17, 2013Thank you, dear “Roomie”!!! Love you!!
Ginny
Mar, 14, 2013I am so sorry.
As I read, I cry with you and for you.
You don’t know me.
My husband and I and 4 kids are missionaries in West Africa for the last 10 years.
7 years ago now we buried a little son in Africa.
Although the circumstances are different and such, I understand a little your pain.
Please know that after you tears are running a little less freely and your heart has had time to rest and heal……I believe that God will allow you to love and serve the people around you with a heart like never before. After our experience I have a compassion and love for people in the villages that I never could have had without the loss I had experienced, soo very simular to what happens all the time to the people that we had come to share Jesus with. I think that was a gift in a way. A new set of eye…through a broken heart….to reach people all the more deeply with Jesus love as I experienced the pain so many of them experience. Not something I would have EVER chosen, but I can honestly say it has been a gift.
I pray for you.
For your boys.
Your marriage
Your faith.
And that Jesus would use this pain in your life as a gift to others.
Martina
Mar, 14, 2013I hear you! I mourn with you! I just lost my almost 17 year old beautiful boy to a tragic accident on Jan 22nd. He was hit by an SUV while training on his bike. He was an avid cyclist and racer. He got hit at 5pm, he fought for his life until just after midnite. I am a single mom and he was my only child, my life. When i asked God WHY? WHY God? He was so special? God answered “So was My Son” I got it. We see only small piece of the canvas. God sees the entire picture.
I was blessed to be able to watch him worship in church Sunday, the day before his accident. I remember looking at him with his hands and his face lifted up in praise, and i remember thanking God for him. For pouring into him. His beautiful heart. His beautiful smile. I didn’t know that would be the last time we attended church together.
All i know is that i place this burden, the missing him, at the foot of the cross every day. I also ask God to carry me by His grace to tomorrow.I know my son is safe. I know my son is happy in the presence of the Everlasting God. I cant wait to see his beautiful smile when we reunite in heaven, for eternity. And i vow to live life with the joy and intensity that Justin did until my purpose is finished and i too can return home.
So far i have been visited by an angel, and have watched in amazement as hundreds of yellow swallowtail butterflies emerged from their winter resting place from a gorge in the woods and spent the rest of the day fluttering around me.
God is STILL good. Heaven is real. And i have never felt closer to Him because now, when i pray, i feel both of them. Trust Him. He knows what he is doing!!
May God continue to carry you by His grace. He is not stingy. Ask for as much of it as you need!
Jess Bors
Mar, 14, 2013May God bless and keep you. Thank you for sharing your story.
Allison
Mar, 14, 2013praying for your strength and God’s help to assist you in your loss.
Rosie
Mar, 14, 2013You don’t know me, I heard about you on facebook, but I am praying for you and all your boys. I’m so sorry for your heart-wrenching loss – may you feel our heavenly Father’s loving arms around you. I will continue to pray for you all through this time. God bless you all.
Alma Ruth Bushnell
Mar, 14, 2013Thank you so much for wording out so clearly your life experience through this most painful chapter of your life. Please know that we are embracing you and Stephanie in prayer and support. Receive a big hug from Mexico!
Will Caire
Mar, 14, 2013I am so sorry for your loss. I will pray for you, and I trust that God is with you. I am a stranger to you, but our family is with you as your brothers and sisters in Christ.
Angie
Mar, 14, 2013I don’t know you, but a friend posted your story on Facebook. I am so sorry for our loss. I can’t imagine the heartbreak you are feeling. My family is praying for you and your family, but I must say your strength in the Lord is inspiring and amazing.
Jennifer
Mar, 14, 2013God bless you and your family. I cry hearing your story and am blessed reading your commitment to faith. I wish you peace in this difficult time.
Lisa
Mar, 14, 2013I do not know you, but have been following your story and your daughters story through mutual friends on fb, I am so very sorry for you loss. I have been praying for your family and your daughter all week. Hold on to each other you are an amazing family! People are praying for you all over the world.
Mary Halsey Maddox
Mar, 14, 2013I am so very sorry for your loss. I will pray fervently for the peace which passes all understanding. We grieve with you though we do not know you…
Sharon
Mar, 14, 2013I am so sorry to hear of the passing of precious Hannah. My daughter, 20 years old, passed away 6 months ago. She loved little children and I wouldn’t be surprised if Sarah is welcoming your Hannah into Heaven. They are no longer suffering… It is us left behind who grieve. However, as much as I cry every day for Sarah and long to hug her again… I know she is happy. My focus is in our Heavenly hope… I look forward to that Glorious day when we will be reunited forever!! I know you both are heartbroken and it is a long road ahead. The loss of a child is beyond any other loss. Please know you are in my prayers… <3
Maria, ER 17th st
Mar, 14, 2013We are all so devastated for you & your family. Your blog is truly an example of Faith in God. God Bless!
Amanda
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and Step, I am so sorry for your loss yet I am so encouraged by tour faiths nod strength through all of this. As I went to bed last night I was praying for you guys and little Hannah. I woke at 2:30am crying and in heartache from a dream I apparently had. (all I remember of the dream is seeing Hannah’s little face.) as I loved on to follow your blog this morning I realized as I was weeping for Hannah was around the same time Aaron had posted she had gone home to be with our Lord. I tell you this to comfort you in knowing that The Lord is working in all our hearts and HE has heared all our prayers. Our prayers will continue on for peace and healing of the rest of your family as the days ahead are going to be difficult as well. Our love to you guys from Macungie pa
Candace
Mar, 14, 2013I am reading these blog posts with tears streaming down as my heart breaks for your loss, there are no words, but I will pray for comfort for your family and for peace in your hearts.
Candace in Seattle, WA
Nancy
Mar, 15, 2013God Bless you during this time. You will be united again, but your work is not complete here. May the Lord hold all of you tight in His Arms and give you a peace in the midst of this nightmares.
Renee Stephens
Mar, 15, 2013I’m am so sorry for the pain & heartbreak your family & little, beautiful Hannah have been through. I can’t stop crying after reading your post. Just know that many people are praying for you all. So thankful we have the knowledge that Hannah is with Jesus.
Phyllis Burtch Porter
Mar, 15, 2013I don’t know you but saw your daughter mentioned on a friends post. I am so sorry to hear but rejoicing she is with Jesus. I will be praying for your family. Praying also for your work in Kenya. I am an MK from Peru, grown and old now, but treasure the time I had growing up there. Your children will never regret growing up in another country and you will not regret serving Him there, even after hard times.
kyle and vanessa jones
Mar, 15, 2013there are no words. only many tears and prayers poured out for your family these past 2 days. may you feel his continued presence and grace. we are so, so sorry. our 3 boys have been praying for hannah’s big brothers so much today. we will continue to lift you all up.
kyle and vanessa plus the fam
kapsowar, kenya
Amy
Mar, 15, 2013God is with you Aaron, He will heal your hearts and make a way for you through this hurtful time. God bless you in your work and ministry. Hold onto His promises. I am praying that God comforts you and covers you in His love. Thank you for sharing your story with us. Love and blessings. ~ Amy
Barbara Pinkley
Mar, 15, 2013I am part of your Tenwek family who is now in the USA on Home Ministry Assignment so I never got to meet your family. However, I am crying with you and asking God to continue to comfort you and give you his amazing peace in the midst of saying good-bye to your little princess, Hannah. There is rejoicing in heaven as they welcomed herHannah there. Some day I will meet her. I know my mom (who went to heaven in September 2012) must be greeting her in a special way since Hannah was a part of my Tenwek family. My love and prayers are coming your way. I know that God will be there to carry you in these days and give you the comfort and assurance that are yours because you know Jesus.
Tom and Janet Cunningham
Mar, 15, 2013We do not know you personally, but we are praying from our home in Texas. We are praying for strength for you as you experience the sufficiency of God’s grace.
Pattie
Mar, 15, 2013Lifting you up in prayer…so very sorry for the loss of your precious Hannah. And so thankful for God’s promise, that you will see her again! Love and prayers from Kentucky.
Mia
Mar, 15, 2013Aaron, Steph & the boys –
We have been and will continue to pray for your family and the Tenwek family as you continue to walk out the days ahead. Our hearts break with yours but trust that the God of ALL comfort is near to those with a broken heart.
Your testimony & faith is so inspiring to us all. Rest in Peace, sweet Hannah. You are healed & you are HOME now.
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Laura
Mar, 15, 2013We heard of Hannah’s struggle and your loss through Jenny’s friend Jan, and have shared it with our Side By Side sisters. Women across the US are crying with you and praying for you.
Laura
Denver, Colorado
Corinne
Mar, 15, 2013My heart breaks for you, praying for your family & for your little angel. I’m sure your angel will be watching out for your family as you continue your mission.
Many prayers will be coming your way as you get through this difficult loss.
Holly
Mar, 15, 2013I am praying for you and your family from Hanover, PA. You don’t know me, however, I have been reading your blog for the last few days via a friend who shared on Facebook. I wept this morning when I read your post – Hannah was a beautiful child! Praise God that you blessed with her and you will meet again in our forever home. May God hold you in the palm of his hand during this difficult time.
Julia D
Mar, 15, 2013I am so so so sad to hear about the loss of your precious daughter. Like many others who have commented before me, I am crying with you and will be holding you, your daughter, and the Tenwek family in my heart. Although it has been 5 years, I once had dinner in your home at Tenwek (if my memory is correct). Just imagining you walking back and forth to the hospital to be with your baby girl—oh it is tearing me apart. I don’t know if the mural is still there outside the pediatric ward, but these words used to be painted on the wall at Tenwek “every single one has a name, and every time they cry you feel their pain broken and bleeding, abandoned and needing your love to reach them where they are… lord let me play a part to bring a life the hope for change, cause every single one has a name.” I will lift your names high.
Scott
Mar, 15, 2013Dear Aaron and Stephanie,
I am so sorry and weep with you and your family. May God bless you and your faithfulness to Him. I will continue to pray and trust that God will make his loving and comforting presence known.
Jennifer
Mar, 15, 2013You and your family are in my prayers. I am so deeply saddened for your loss. your faith is inspiring to me.
Lauren Krahn
Mar, 15, 2013Your story has brought tears to my eyes. Please know that you and your family has been in my prayers. May the Peace of God comfort you as only He can.
Kathy
Mar, 15, 2013Thoughts and prayers are certainly coming to your family. I lost my husband to a brain tumor many, many years ago. May your fond memories, and your faith bring you all comfort at this tragic time. God bless you and your family as you continue your mission.
Debra tollefson
Mar, 15, 2013sorry for your loss but just know yes she is in a better place and her suffering has ended she is with our heavenly father now and one day you will see her again just know my faily is praying for you and your family
Jenn Eicholtz Sacks
Mar, 15, 2013Deepest sympathy to all of you.
Tim
Mar, 15, 2013Your faith and love for Hannah will live on for eternity as she helps guide you and your family
Dawn Wesche
Mar, 15, 2013So very sorry. We are praying for you as you lean on the everlasting arms of Jesus.
Samantha M.
Mar, 15, 2013I am so very sorry for your loss, my heart breaks for you all. I know God has welcomed your beautiful princess into His arms and that He will provide comfort to you and your family during this time. You and your family will be in my prayers.
Dorothy Kerstetter
Mar, 15, 2013Thank you for your proclaiming your faith in this painful time. Know that I am, and will continue praying for you and your family. It is painful for me and she wasn’t even my daughter, so I can’t even imagine how hard it has to be for you and your family. You and your family are truly an inspiration to me.
The Davis'
Mar, 15, 2013We join your fellow brothers and sisters in Christ by holding you in our hearts
Stephanie
Mar, 15, 2013I heard about your story through my cousin Catherine Worner and through Operation Christmas Child. My heart breaks for your loss and I am praying for you all. Your faith humbles me and I thank you for sharing your heart. How good to know that because of Jesus’ sacrifice, your Hannah is with her Savior!! May God comfort you greatly.
Lisa
Mar, 15, 2013Your faith and hope during this time is a testament for all of us. God bless you and comfort you and your family.
Anita
Mar, 15, 2013Trust in Him. I feel your pain. Close your eyes and you will see your daughter dancing with Him in heaven. Close your eyes and you will feel his arms wrapped tightly around you and your loved ones. Be at Peace. Bask in His love.
Shirley
Mar, 15, 2013My prayers & thoughts are with you. My heart hurts for your sadness & pray
Jesus will bring great comfort to you all.
Bonnie
Mar, 15, 2013Prayers are going out for you all here in California, having heard of Hannah’s homegoing through my dear friend Dr. Tara Montgomery who worked with Aaron in PA through her residency. Having been on some short-term missionary trips to Zambia as well as other areas around the world, I so appreciate the sacrifices you made to commit to the medical mission there. Little did you know that you would have to make the greatest sacrifice of all. The enemy would try to challenge you about second-guessing this trip and trying to belittle your parenting and medical skills — we come against those lies in the name of Jesus, and simply pray for the comforting presence of the Holy Spirit as God holds you in His everlasting arms through the processes of grieving that are ahead. Hannah’s life will continue to touch others through all of you in the days and years ahead, and you will see many blessings from her short time with you. Trust that truth while you are going through the necessary details of the days ahead, and know that you are being upheld by loving prayers throughout the world. Hugs, prayers and blessings, Bonnie in California
Sara Jean
Mar, 15, 2013We are friends of Elizabeth & Justin R., we are crying and praying with your family today. May you continue to feel His grace and peace as you walk through this difficult time.
Julie barta pirceyp
Mar, 15, 2013My husband n i lived n worked in kitale w helimission AND also at rva in kijabe.
We have 5 children n live in LA now.
We prayed for sweet hannah last night n each of you.
We will continue to pray.
The LORD is with you. We ask for comfort!
Julie and tony pircey
Lil
Mar, 15, 2013I’m praying for you and your family. Take comfort in the fact that Hannah is with Jesus and she is in no more pain. Even though you will always miss her on this earth both you and your wife will see her again!
Ann
Mar, 15, 2013Praying for you and your family. I haven’t had the privilege of meeting you but I’ve been to Tenwek, and I have in my mind’s eye where you are. May Jesus wrap His arms around your family as you mourn your precious girl. But we mourn with hope, as you have shared, knowing that she is in Jesus’ arms. It doesn’t take away your agony, but it will sustain you and heal you in time.
“When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned, and the flame shall not consume you. For I am the Lord your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior…You are precious in my eyes, and honored, and I love you.” Is 43: 2-4
Megan
Mar, 15, 2013I am so deeply sorry for your loss. Reading this brought tears to my eyes as I look at my own baby girl and am faced with how fragile life is. My parents were missionaries in Kijabe when I was young (managed the motel). Prayers and thoughts to you from Grand Rapids, Michigan.
Prudence
Mar, 15, 2013Such a darling darling child……and so loved. There are no words. There is no medicine for your broken heart but the healing love of Jesus that will come to you on a daily basis. I read what you said about believing that God is in control. I read what you said about God saying to you that you would make sacrifices to go to Africa……..and you knew that there were risks to going with your family to serve God where there were more dangers to yourself and your children. It seems that you have come to understand that you have been baptized into the loss that most of the continent of Africa suffers as usual in life………and you believe that this experience will equip you with love and compassion to serve those people better. You have suffered with them. I was I nurse and I understand in your blog where you talk about the soul numbing exhaustion that comes from giving much more than most people think is humanly possible to your work. I know how people can become a diagnosis or a case and loose identity as people when we are the most exhausted. I am so impressed when you talk about patients as people. We get to meet those people that God holds precious that suffer in inconceivable ways. In this way medicine impacts Africa. Modern Medicine for all in Africa must begin like the Mayo brothers clinic began, small but growing and growing,,,,,,, The only problem in Africa is that no rich people are paying enough for services to carry the poor receiving services. When the Mayo brother’s began their clinic, it was the rich people whose payments made it possible for the Mayo brothers to expand and serve the poor in the days when no one had insurance. I know one thing that your clinic needs………..it needs all the doctors that work there to be able to travel for education to seminars as much as possible and be educated in the best medicine possible. Believe in the impossible! You are dedicated but may be there only a short time, but you leave a legacy in all you do. My prayer will be that you being there will bring the best of services and doctors to have input there towards the best quality of care.
I am praying for you and your wife and boys, and all who love you and were close to Hannah. I know that no death will ever touch you like this one………I just want you to know that I recently lost Mother, Father, and younger brother, and Jesus has been with me and given me such a comfort. He has let me feel closer to these people after they died in a very Spiritual way. I can not explain it, but I have been given the gift of the person I lost to experience in a different way. It is like I see them more clearly and have been given the gifts that my loved ones wanted to give me in life……….I think of them and I learn from their words, and their love. I think it is one hundred percent true that God will give you a special and important compassion and love from this loss. I am not saying your life will always be gracious and that the devil will not be trying to get at you……but I am saying that when you abide in Jesus, that special love will guide you in your giving to all people. It is something of a new awareness that comes to you. I think that you will have a lot more writing to do during this process. There are a lot of things to read to help with this process. I found myself obsessed with reading about people’s near death experiences, and there is a lot about heaven in the Bible. I am going to pray for the power of God to be manifest in your lives in a new an extraordinary way. I am going to pray for you, your family, the people you serve, and the people
you serve with. God Bless You, Prudence
Joanne
Mar, 15, 2013We are so sorry to hear of your loss. Thank you for sharing your life with us. Your faith at this sad time is such an inspiration.
You are loved with an Everlasting love.The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the Everlasting arms.
The Reed family/Pennsylvania
DrDan and Jan
Mar, 15, 2013“..we look not to the things that are seen, but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal.” 2 Cor 4:18 ..looking with you toward the eternal
Amy
Mar, 15, 2013We have never met, but I am friends with Katie on facebook. I’ve been following her updates and praying for you all over the past few days. I am so amazed by your faith and trust in God. Though I am a Christian, I’m not sure I could be as positive as you and your family are being through all of this. I have experienced a lot of loss in my family and have not dealt with it well. Seeing your faith has opened my eyes, instead of being angry and hurt…we need to trust God’s plan, and be grateful for what He has given us. My heart breaks for you and your family, but reading about your wife’s vision of Hannah running into Jesus’ arms gave me tears of absolute joy! She’s 100% happy and healthy now! I have come to love Hannah within these past few days, and will never forget her. What a beautiful and amazing little girl! I will continue to pray for you and your family. You’re all wonderful people. 🙂
Ada
Mar, 15, 2013Please know that my heart is with you, my prayers will include ur family i am a mother and only having faith in our mighty God will make this lost bearable. Dear Lord ease keep Hannah and her family in your arms, only knowing that they wil see their baby agian once we all go home with you is the only thing we have Bless them and give them your comfort….my prayers are with all of your family from Puerto Rico.God is good!
Beth
Mar, 15, 2013Dear Kelleys,
I am so sorry about your loss. I cannot come up with words to express it.
Please know we are praying for you.
You do not know us but we share the same Merciful God.
May He comfort you in this time of great grief.
Love in Christ,
Dr. and Mrs. Fisher
Cheshire, United Kingdom
Beth
Mar, 15, 2013I know it is not real comfort, but your fourth child is with our fourth. May they run through Heaven’s fields together. I think they’d be similar ages, too.
Emily
Mar, 15, 2013So sorry for your loss, we will be praying for you and your family.
Daniella Hartwig
Mar, 15, 2013I am truly sorry for your loss. You do not know me, but I have been following the progress through a friend of yours. And it breaks my heart that you and your family are going through this right now. I am praying that the God of peace and comfort will be with you through this time.
debra-ann brabazon
Mar, 15, 2013May your path ahead be filled with joy as you reach out and change the world in her memory.
janelle
Mar, 15, 2013Your story has touched my heart and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Your little girls was so precious and beautiful and the smile on her face in those pictures just melted my heart. just know that u have a angel watching down on your famly protecting you always .
Kathy
Mar, 15, 2013We are so sorry for your loss of your precious little girl…was told about your situation yesterday by a friend from Lewistown,PA…we prayed continuously for strength & God’s will for you.Saddened to read this AM that she had died. May God continue to hold you up in the days ahead as you seek refuge in His arms…we will continue to pray for all of you.
Linda A. Getz
Mar, 15, 2013BG baby Hannah and her beautiful family…My she rest in the arms of the Lord , u have your wings Beautiful , fly into eternal happines.
nidia gonçalves
Mar, 15, 2013meus queridos amigos, neste momento, eu leio o Salmos 46.10. é como se o Senhor. nos segurasse forte pelos ombros. e com voz. dura dissesse: FIQUEM QUIETOS. PORQUE QUEM É DEUS SOU EU. voces são os seres humanos que eu criei.EU É QUE SOU SOBERANO, EU É QUE SOU ONICIENTE. EU É QUE SOU O QUE SOU. SOU DEUS. então entendo que Deus me ama. e muito mais ainda. ama voces, e está enchugando todas as lágrimas. com certeza a dor da saudade será forte e profunda por isso eu clamo ao Senhor por cura dessa saudade, Ele é quem sabe como fazer isso. amo voces
Rosemary
Mar, 15, 2013Thinking of you and weeping with you. God bless.
Beth R.
Mar, 15, 2013My Heart goes out to you and your family!!! Though I have never met you, we have many of the same friends, the Grief I feel for you and your family is Overwhelming, as I know your Pain is Immeasurable!!! I am in Awe of your Devotion to Serving our God and Pray he will give you Peace and Understanding during this Devastating time in your Life!!! Thank You for Sharing your experience with us, Your Faith and Bravery are an Incredible Inspiration for Christians Everywhere!
God Bless You and Your Family!!!!!
Tammy Landis Marshall
Mar, 15, 2013My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Sheli Garrett-Albaugh
Mar, 15, 2013Aaron and Steph,
I am so saddened of the news of your loss. I am thinking and praying for you all. May God bless each of you and guide you through this trying time.
Lots of love and prayers,
Sheli
Sabrina Logan
Mar, 15, 2013I’m so sorry about your loss. May God comfort and console you in your time of grief.
Kristen
Mar, 15, 2013Praying for you and your family. May God bring your strength and comfort during this difficult time.
Britney Vincent
Mar, 15, 2013I have recently been following your blog post and have been keeping you and your family in my prayers. I am so sorry for your loss know that your our thoughts and prayers go out to in your time of grief. God is an amazing God.
Shauna
Mar, 15, 2013Praying for you from Austin, TX. May His mercy wash over you and be a balm that binds your hearts together. May your faith continue to press in, and may His grace carry you through the grief.
Grace and Peace,
Shauna
Meghan Cope
Mar, 15, 2013Broken hearted for your loss, and amazed at your continued faith. Praying for you and your beautiful family that you will feel His Spirit of Comfort with you this evening.
Meghan Cope
Hamilton, Ontario
Pat
Mar, 15, 2013Praying for God’s perfect peace to reign in your hearts and comfort you.
Abigail
Mar, 15, 2013I saw your story on the Facebook page of Aaron Jones. They go to our church here in Tennessee and I am so blessed to come across your blog. Hannah’s story had tears streaming down my face and I shared this with my family and friends so they can lift you all up in prayer. Your story you shared is not just a blog, but a testimony. Gods grace is so powerful is such tradedgy. My family and I are lifting you up in prayer and pray that all the wonderful times you had with Hannah comfort you and your precious family in the future.
Rebecca & Barry
Mar, 15, 2013I am so so sorry this has happened, as the days turn into weeks and weeks into months many questions will enter your mind. As a mum and dad that have buried their only baby son, can I offer you this one reassurance. You are right 100%. God is the same today and yesterday and tomorrow and I know beyond knowing he is faithful and will bring beauty from ashes. It won’t feel like it for quite some time but hold tight to his promises and rest in his arms. He will uphold you.
Tonda Aumiller
Mar, 15, 2013Dear Steph and Aaron, Prayers of comfort and peace to your family. Steph you were a classmate of my daughter, Robin Shillingsford Hack. When I heard the story of Hannah I wanted to share the lyrics of a song from Alabama that I shared at my nephew’s funeral. We lost our Angel Jacob to a rare disease of the brain, Batten’s Disease. “I believe there are Angels among us, sent down to us from somewhere up above. They come to you and me in our darkest hours to show us how to live, teach us how to give and guide us with a light of love.” Our lives have been blessed because our families were chosen by God to have Angels among us named Hannah and Jacob.
Maureen
Mar, 15, 2013I don’t know u but saw ur story on someone’s Facebook page. After reading ur story, it breaks my heart to see what ur family has gone through over the past several weeks. And now for ur beautiful daughter Hannah to lose her life to cancer. Words cannot even express how sorry I am. I have 3 sons of my own and can’t even imagine the pain ur feeling right now. U have a beautiful family with faith that will carry u through this. May God bless u at this time of need and help u to heal. I know u know that Hannah is happy in heaven and one day u will all b together again! Keep the faith. 🙂
Kathie Amsrutz
Mar, 15, 2013I can’t even imagine your grief at this time. My prayers are with you, and God is faithful!
Jack
Mar, 15, 2013There are no words. Holding you up in prayer. Just know there are people you have never met praying and grieving with you.
From a parent and an MK,
Jack
RVA class of ’84
A Sister in Christ in Kansas
Mar, 15, 2013Dear Family, I became aware Hannah and your family’s need for prayer via Samaritan’s Purse’s post on facebook. I prayed fervently for you all… May you now lean into Him, trust Him with your broken hearts and be comforted by His perfect Peace. I grieve with you AND rejoice with you that she is truly healed!
Krista
Mar, 15, 2013Aaron- I was so sorry to hear about the loss of you beautiful little girl! You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. You and your family are amazing and have unimaginable strength in The Lord. You are an inspiration to many who know you, and even many who don’t. I met you on my EM rotation in PA school and then in the ER at Cedar Crest. So many people back here in Allentown are praying for you. I hope this can give you some comfort in you family’s time of need.
ALexander Leimone
Mar, 15, 2013Hey uncle a this is Alex, I’m sorry for your loss, it wasnt till resent that it was brought to my attention, I told mom that in a way she’s living in paradise with our holy father. :(……. I can understand how crushing this could be for the Kelly’s family. It’s hard for me to even see stray animals lose they’re life, but a baby is crushing on so many levels. I wish she was still up and in a bright move, and that mood is very correct. But god knows there’s a plan for all of us, and our job is to give praise, I look forward to coming and seeing you. And understand your pain, but always know the father and everyone including me, are all there for you. And I love you like anyone else.:) tell Steph I said hey and that I’m terribly sorry seeing how hard this can be for a mother. But one day we will see her again, I love you all…!!!!!!!
Jayne
Mar, 17, 2013Aw… thank you so much Alex. Love you bunches!! And we will see you soon. Nana
David Onder
Mar, 15, 2013Doc,
It’s Dave Onder from APTS… My heart goes out to you and family right now more then I can find the words for. You know me and how I am with my own daughters. I can’t begin to imagine what you are going through but, at the same time, I am drawing strength and faith by your example. I won’t go on and on here as I know you have much to do but know that myself and my family have been and will continue to keep you in our prayers and our thoughts. You mentioned all the songs and lyrics in your post above and I actually posted a song for you, your family and Hannah today on my facebook page. Though not a Christian song it’s lyrics spoke volumns today to me hearing about all this. It is the song “Gone Too Soon” by Chris Daughtry. God’s peace and comfort be unto you and your family in this time and in your continued journey as a family. And I thank you for all you have taught me this day as a father, a christian and a medical provider. God bless you all.
Kent
Mar, 15, 2013Aaron, I don’t even know you, but I cried as I read your blog today. As a fellow “post-resident” headed to Africa with my wife and two kids later this year, my heart is broken for you. We will be praying for your family. May God comfort and bless you.
ALexander Leimone
Mar, 15, 2013Hey uncle a this is Alex, I’m sorry for your loss, it wasnt till recent that it was brought to my attention, I told mom that in a way she’s living in paradise with our holy father. :(……. I can understand how crushing this could be for the Kelly’s family. It’s hard for me to even see stray animals lose they’re life, but a baby is crushing on so many levels. I wish she was still up and in a bright mood, and that modo is very correct. But god knows there’s a plan for all of us, and our job is to give praise, I look forward to coming and seeing you. And understand your pain, but always know the father and everyone including me, are all there for you. And I love you like anyone else.:) tell Steph I said hey and that I’m terribly sorry seeing how hard this can be for a mother. But one day we will see her again, I love you all…!!!!!!!
ALexander Leimone
Mar, 15, 2013Sorry messed up a bit.
Elaine from Atlanta
Mar, 15, 2013Weeping with you, praying for the comfort that only the Holy Spirit can bring. Our hearts are saddened but thankful for the hope we have in Christ Jesus….may His Presence and His Word sustain you, dear brother and sister.
Jamie & Jolinda Lengacher
Mar, 15, 2013While we have never met you our thoughts and prayers are with you. My wife and I know many of the missionaries in Kenya through the AGC Baby Centre. We have made many trips to Tenwek over the years. There are no words to say to help the pain but know your family is being lifted in prayer constantly and that you are not alone.
Nadia Afif SHH PA
Mar, 15, 2013I am sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayera are with you and your family.
Erin
Mar, 15, 2013Breaks my heart to hear that Hannah has passed … She is at peace, but truly hard to for one to accept . She has clearly left her mark in this world .
Praying for your peace .
Phillis
Mar, 15, 2013So very sorry for your loss!!! Hannah was a beautiful little girl!!! And now she is a beautiful little angel!!! Your family is an inspiration to all. You have shown courage through this that’s to be admired! Praying that God gives you peace and you continue to spread his word. God Bless!!!
Lanier Grimm
Mar, 15, 2013Dear Steph and Allen, Sooo very sorry to hear about your precious girl and gift from The Lord has now gone home to be with Him!! Hearing about her has broken my heart too and I have cried and cried !! Here you are in Africa serving Jesus and the worse happens ! I pray that The Lord will give you His perfect, peace and his rest as you grieve and cry !!! Go Bless you and keep you in His arms!!
Bonnie Wynn
Mar, 15, 2013I am so sorry for your loss. I also have a little 2 year old girl. I am grieving with you and your family but rejoicing for her soul is with Jesus. May He continue to give you strength and peace over this. Praying for you.
I am not sure how I even found your blog. I think someone on fb posted. I live in charleston, wv and have went to Kenya on a mission trip.
Janie
Mar, 15, 2013There are no words; you have done a tremendous job in yours. Please know that while I do not know you or Hannah, I share in your sorrow and pray for you all. I stand in admiration of your faith, love and charity.
Justin and Emily Daniell
Mar, 15, 2013We are praying for your family and encouraged by your faith and hope. So very sorry for your loss.
Jessica and Paul
Mar, 15, 2013So sorry, Aaron and Stephanie! We are continuing to pray for you from here in Nepal, as I know many others are doing. Thanks for your example of rest and trust in our Heavenly Father and His goodness. You are a real inspiration and testimony in the midst of it all. We pray grace and upon grace, and comfort upon comfort for you and your family. Thank You Jesus, for showing them little Hannah in your arms!
Jen
Mar, 15, 2013I am so sorry to hear about your loss. You have a beautiful family and your strength and faith are a continued inspiration. Sending prayers to you from Pittsburgh, Pa.
Connie
Mar, 15, 2013Praying for you and your family.
Patty Pettit
Mar, 15, 2013She is beautiful! I pray that you will receive all the strength.peace, rest, and love that you need from God our heavenly Father.So sorry for what you are going through.
Jessica Berry
Mar, 15, 2013Im so very sorry for your loss, please know you all are in our thoughts and prayers!!!! You now have a beautiful angel watching over you , and thanking you for all the hard work dedication and teaching you have done for her! She is now in the arms of our LORD and she is completely healed!!! No more suffering!!! God only takes the bes!! So hard to gasp that but its so true!! She is now in heaven glowing and waiting for the day to meet you all at the gates of heaven with her arms wide open!!!! May GOD be with you all and help you through this horrible time!!!! Love, Jeff and Jess Berry!!
We are good friends with your mother-in-law and Brother-in-law Tony!!
Lisa Cross
Mar, 15, 2013Aaron and family,
I am so sorry and heartbroken for the loss of your daughter. Our family will continue to pray for you and your family. May God bless you and comfort you through this.
Ellen
Mar, 15, 2013Your little princess is with Our King.
Susan
Mar, 15, 2013praying here in Dayton, Ohio.
Judy Whittaker
Mar, 15, 2013We are one body in Christ…know that thousands are praying for your family and will continue to do so…we cry with you…and we rejoice with you knowing your daughter is with Jesus. God is so good…He will never leave your side as you walk forward one day at a time.
Elaine
Mar, 15, 2013Weeping with you, praying for you….for the comfort that only God can bring.
Jodi
Mar, 15, 2013I’m so sorry for your loss. As I read your blog through tears, I was truly touched by your faith and trust in God. May you feel God’s peace and comfort during this difficult time. Prayers coming from Michigan!
Debbie A
Mar, 15, 2013My church here in Falmouth, Mass on Cape Cod has your family on our prayer chain, which led me to your blog. I am so sorry for your loss. My heart grieves with you and my prayers are with you and your beautiful family.
Meghan
Mar, 15, 2013Honestly, I really have no words for your loss. I just learned of your little girl’s illness two days ago. Since then, I have been praying for her and your family and will continue to do so. However, I just have to say that your faith and handling of this situation has been amazing. You and your wife have truly been an inspiration. Your beautiful little girl has touched so many lives. I will continue praying for all of you. With deepest condolences…
Aoife
Mar, 15, 2013I’ve not met you but have heard about your family through Samaritan’s Purse. I just wanted to let you know how I sorry I am about your loss. Your family are in my prayers at this time. (London, UK)
Marilyn
Mar, 15, 2013Adding my prayers to all the others that the Lord will be very close to your family as you walk through this valley of grief.
Susan
Mar, 15, 2013You don’t know me you, were put on our church prayer chain in River Vale NJ, my heart just broke as I read to keep Little Hannah in prayer I thought of my own granddaughter the same age, it made me pray that very moment for all of you. I always say God never gives us more then we could handle but I don’t always understand it. Keep Holding onto the power and comfort God gives each day. The pain may never go But the ability to move on will and continue the work God has for you all. Take comfort in knowing Hannah is no longer in pain and completely healed.Remember there is no one better to care for her now then our heavenly father. God Bless you and Keep you Praying for you all.
Andrea
Mar, 15, 2013Praying for you and crying with you. Thankful for Jesus.
Bobbi Wilson Yocum
Mar, 15, 2013Aaron and Stephanie, my heart goes out to you, and I am so sorry for your loss. I have been in tears on and off all day. I just found out about your family and your journey several days ago when the prayer requests started coming through for Hannah over the weekend. Aaron, I remember you from school, I was a year ahead of you, and Stephanie, I know your sister Tina. What you both have done with your lives in serving God is so wonderful and your unending faith humbles me. My daughter was diagnosed with lymphoma last May at the age of 10 and is now in remission. Your story hit close to home at first, but I can’t even imagine what you’re going through now. I feel so ashamed at my wavering faith at times throughout Haylee’s illness after reading your inspirational words. Thank you for what you and Hannah have given me in the short days I’ve known she and you. Please know you are all constantly in our thoughts and prayers, and my daughter has been praying and thinking of you all very closely as well. As you’ve said, none of us can know God’s plan, nor do we understand now, but we know he takes care of us. Thinking of you always…..
Beth
Mar, 15, 2013So sorry to hear about the loss of your daughter. I know that we don’t know each other, but as members of the same family, I just wanted to let you know that I’m lifting you and your family up to Jesus. I’m praying that He comforts you with His perfect peace.
Beth in NJ
Tinsley Family
Mar, 15, 2013We are praying for your family and are so sorry for the loss of your little girl. She is BEAUTIFUL! May our sweet Lord and Savior give you peace and comfort during this difficult time. Praying for you all from SC. May He bless and hold you through this tough time!
Lydia
Mar, 15, 2013My husband and I are so sorry to hear about your loss. We want you to know that we are praying for you and your family at this time, and that God will continue to be with you and give you peace and strength at this time. God bless you and your family.
Helen Crawley
Mar, 15, 2013Received the call to pray from my wonderful friend, Dr. Jessica Kwapis, serving at Tansen Hospital in Nepal. May His arms be your resting place, your comfort, your encouragement and your strength. Pour out, Lord, over this family that You love. May they know that You are with them through the comfort of knowing that Hannah is with You.
Helen Crawley, Toronto, Canada
Pam Swank
Mar, 15, 2013Aaron – A friend of mine from Hershey sent your blog my way wondering if my husband knew you (he’s a doc a LVH) He didn’t, nor did I, but I’ve spent the day reading through your and Stephanie’s blogs and I feel like I do know you now. I know that you have an incredible faith that is stronger than mine, that you are a servant of God. I can’t imagine your pain. My heart breaks for you and your family. Know that you are a true inspiration to those of us who still at times question the Almighty God. Sending much love and prayers your way from Bethlehem.
Derek and Kristin Duvall
Mar, 15, 2013You are so very much in our prayers. In Knoxville, TN
Jennifer
Mar, 15, 2013To say that your family will be in my prayers just doesn’t come across as enough. But – prayer is what I have to offer & prayer and time will heal your hearts. I am so incredibly sorry your family is going through this. – Jennifer (Virginia)
Maureen
Mar, 15, 2013We are so sorry to hear of the loss of your precious daughter, Hannah. Our thoughts and prayers go out to your whole family. Your deep faith and trust in God’s plan is an inspiration to us all.
Bethany Lowe
Mar, 15, 2013I am praying for you all…two things came to mind:
1. Psalm 147:3 “He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.”
2. Natalie Grant’s song, “Held”.
I cannot imagine your pain during this time when your world was turned upside down in a matter of days. All I can do is pray for you and Stephanie and the boys, that the God of all comfort will, as my friend who had lost her husband put it, “hold your hand in the darkness”.
Bethany Lowe
Tallahassee, Florida
Leah
Mar, 15, 2013So sorry for your loss of your most beautiful and precious little girl. She truly looks like and now is an angel. May that bring you peace in knowing she is an angel watching over your family. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Natalee
Mar, 15, 2013I have no words to make the pain go away. I am sorry for your loss.
Katie
Mar, 15, 2013A friend posted this on her facebook page to have us pray for you all. Your loss and your faith have brought tears to my eyes.
I am not yet a parent, and I do not know the depth of your loss. But I have been a pediatric hospice chaplain, and I have walked with parents who know this type of hurt. And I do know that God gives grace for the pain. His grace is sufficient. May God carry your entire family as you walk the road of the cross and let the reality of the resurrection flourish inside you.
Cheryl
Mar, 15, 2013I learned about you from a friend on facebook. We live in Berks County, and I have a 20 month old daughter. I share your faith in Jesus, and yet still my heart is so broken for you. I am praising Jesus that Hannah is with Him and is healed, and that He has given us a Comforter who offers strength for today and bright hope for tomorrow. And yet, tonight, if you are weeping, I am weeping with you.
Sue
Mar, 15, 2013Praying for you – for God’s overwhelming peace to flood over you during this time, for his comforting arms to hold you tight and for you to feel his presence closely.
Jody Allen
Mar, 15, 2013Dr. Kelley and family. Please accept my deepest regrets over the loss of your beautiful daughter, what a sad loss and sudden turn of events during your mission. May god hold her and all of you during this time. I briefly worked with you I believe in the ebh area of muhlenburg before having to leave due my own personal issues with cancer. You are all an inspiration, god bless
Ray and Helen
Mar, 15, 2013Dearest Aaron and Stephanie, We learned of your family commitment to mission
and the unexpected health crisis for your precious Hannah through Sonja Jones
and her Mom. Our prayers continue for you both and your sons. Thank you for
such a faithful witness in the closing hours of Hannah’s time here on earth. Our
God be with you and hold you close in the days ahead. Love in Christ
Allan T. Sawyer, MD
Mar, 15, 2013“But thanks be to God, who always leads us as captives in Christ’s triumphal procession and uses us to spread the aroma of the knowledge of him everywhere.” 2 Corinthians 2
I am a friend of David & Cindy Uttley. I believe that we have previously met at The Billy Graham Training Center (The Cove). Cindy posted about Hannah on her Facebook page and I read your blog. Although I have reflected on much today that I could share with you, I have limited myself just to sharing the scripture above, as God put it directly in front of me after hearing of Hannah going to be in the arms of Jesus.
Cling to your Savior, cherish your spouse and each of your children, and receive the fellowship of the saints who surround you now. The body of believers around the world is praying for you and grieving beside you.
LoriAnn Fehnel
Mar, 15, 2013Dr Kelley I only worked with you a few times at sacred heart hospital. I never got to meet your family. You are one of the most amazing doctors i know. Hannah is heaven with god and the angels .She will forever be in your hearts. Your right God did heal her.
Trixie
Mar, 15, 2013I don’t know all of your family but I do know a few of your family members and I want to send out lots of “PRAYERS” to you all.. God has gotten a new rose bud for his garden a beautiful one. She was a very cute little girl.. God has a very special Angel watching over you you now have a precious Gaurdian Angel with you again Thoughts and Prayers to you all.. God Bless You All….
Joseph Solderich
Mar, 15, 2013Praying for you and your family. I’m sorry to hear of your loss. My Jesus hold your family in his arms and give you strength and rest.
Christie
Mar, 15, 2013Although I don’t know you, tears are streaming down my face, and I’m praying for you and Steph. It’s every parent’s worst nightmare. I admire your strength and unfailing faith at what will likely prove to be the hardest time of your life. May God continue to bless you with strength and comfort you with his limitless love.
Gayle
Mar, 15, 2013I have been praying for Hannah and your family, and will continue to pray for all of you as you go through this. I’m saddened to hear she has gone home, but I’m glad to hear she is dancing with Jesus now. I don’t understand … but I trust Him. May you feel His presence as He scoops you up in His arms, and comforts you.
Amanda
Mar, 15, 2013Learned of your loss this morning through a friend of a friend. Our hearts are heavy for your dear family. We will be praying for each of you.
Arielle and Jeff Gordon and family
Mar, 15, 2013I am so so sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine your pain, but only pray that Jesus’ love and comfort sustains your family during this tragic time. We are praying for you here in Alabama.
Natalie
Mar, 15, 2013Your words are inspiring. May God continue to bless you and your family. I’m so sorry for your loss. She was and still is beautiful.
sara choe
Mar, 15, 2013i am one of many who, in all likelihood, will not meet on this side of eternity. i was looking through an acquaintance’s (he graduated in the class before me in high school) photo album, wherein he shared a link to your blog.
i can’t imagine all that you are swimming through spiritually, emotionally, physically — but got an infinitesimal sense of it and that alone touches me (and i’m sure many of us who’ve already commented and will comment). asking here from northern virginia for even more of his presence and comfort over all of you in kijabe; because of his great love for your, i pray the rift valley overflow with his glory.
Lori
Mar, 15, 2013I am sooo sorry for your loss. Words can’t express the feeling I had inside after reading the story. May God bless you through this difficult time. I am praying for you and shared your story for others to pray as well.
The Lord Bless you and keep you.
Lori
Shannon
Mar, 15, 2013I don’t know you all, but I came across your blog just last night. I woke up this morning and checked to see if there had been a status update on your beautiful baby girl. My heart broke when I read that she had passed. My heart hurts for you all, I can’t even begin to imagine your pain. My thoughts and prayers are with you all.
Lisa
Mar, 15, 2013Crying with you and your family. Sending prayers from Northern California.
Jen
Mar, 15, 2013My heart aches for your family. I thank God that you belong to Him. This is more than you all could bear on your own. I offer up prayers for God to continue to comfort and calm you, for Him to give you clarity of mind and the strength to keep up the good fight and for this painful loss to cause your marriage to have a deeper and stronger bond. I’ve never met any of you, but I do love you and I’m so sorry you have had to say goodbye to your precious little one. She looked like a ray of sunshine. 🙂
Jo Ann - Fremont Ca.
Mar, 15, 2013I will be holding your family up to The Lord in prayer, asking Him to carry you all through this difficult time and to reveal Himself in a new and living way. He does heal the broken hearted, but it is often done gradually. I am so sorry to hear that Hannah was not healed here on earth, but I rejoice in knowing she is totally healed and more alive than ever before and knowing you will see her again. God Bless you and keep you.
Amy
Mar, 15, 2013I may not know you personally, but I am crying and praying for you all just the same. I am so very sorry for your loss. Your testimony is proof of our amazing God, He alone is sovereign. May you feel His presence like never before as He carries you through this valley.
Steph McClure
Mar, 15, 2013Aaron, I am so very sorry to hear of your loss. Please know you and your family are in my thoughts often. Time heals all wounds. May time be on your side and may you find comfort in your faith.
jason
Mar, 15, 2013heartbroken for your family and praying for you all during this time…
Rachel
Mar, 15, 2013While I do not know you, your story has touched my life and my heart is broken for your sweet family. My daughter is a few months older than Hannah, and I simply cannot imagine the pain you are experiencing. I am so very thankful we serve a God who gives grace for the moment and guides us one step at a time. I am confident that beauty will rise from these ashes. Many, many prayers for your family as you walk this journey together.
Karen Dyck
Mar, 15, 2013I too am one of those people you do not know but who was introduced to your story through mutual friends, which in my case was through the Samaritan’s Purse family. I work for the SP Canada office and we partner directly with Tenwek Community Health doing water projects in the hospitals catchment areas. What a story of sacrifice, of love, of grace, of beauty, of suffering, of ultimate destiny. My heart doesn’t know which end of the spectrum to be on since at the end of all Hannah, your precious gift from God, got called home at her appointed time and is running with Jesus side by side! May Jesus himself bring you divine comfort, peace and rest in the days ahead and may you be reminded often if His deep love for Hannah and for the rest of you. May Jesus, the author and perfector of our faith, sustain you through this time and may you know as the psalmist did in Psalm 32 that ‘surely in the rush of great waters they will not reach you for He is a hiding place in times of trouble; He surrounds you with shouts of deliverance. Many are the sorrows of the wicked but steadfast love surrounds those who trust in Him.’ May you be sustained and surrounded by His amazing steadfast love knowing that in that place of trust and surrender is His best for you. Standing with you lifting prayers, Karen (Toronto, Canada).
Jedidjah
Mar, 15, 2013Heard about you family through a friend.please know that you are in my prayers during this very difficult time.
Nani
Mar, 15, 2013Aaron & Steph,
Our hearts are breaking for you and your family. We live for a big God who will soothe and comfort you and bring you through this tribulation. Stay strong standing in the Word and know that you have so many (that you know and don’t know) praying for you. John 16:33 has been a constant scripture in my mind, “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.”
Rest in Him, my brother in Christ.
Ellen
Mar, 15, 2013Hi Aaron I m so sorry to hear that Hannah lost her battle to the same type of brain cancer that took my son Joshua. My son would have celebrated his 15th birthday January 21st. They were tough years for my Husband and I. We both struggled with our Catholic faith n the loss of our son. I received a book from a friend that made all the difference to my husband n I. It was written by Rabbi Harold Kurshner titled When Bad Things Happen To Good People. It made sense out of something that we couldn’t wrap our mind around. We are still practicing Catholics. That book taught us so much in regards to our faith especially when we are faced with the greatest loss of all. You will move on from this but it will change you forever. I look at my life in terms of before Joshua and after. Be kind to yourself in these dark days. Please read the book. It made all the difference for us. My husband and I just celebrated our 25th wedding anniversary. I pray for your family, you need to fight for it. You have much work ahead of you. Please know that the Kelley family will be praying for you daily. My best regards, Ellen
Tina Crim
Mar, 15, 2013Dear Kelly Family,
Tears run down my face as I read this blog. I do not have words to express the sorrow my heart feels,
…In my prayers.
Tina Crim
Tina Crim
Mar, 15, 2013Dear Kelly Family,
Tears run down my face as I read this blog. I do not have words to express the sorrow my heart feels.
…In my prayers.
Tina Crim
Grisela
Mar, 15, 2013I just wanted to send my heartfelt condolences. I was introduced to your family by the prayer request of your daughter. I was so moved that I went on your blog. My heart is completely broken to hear of your little ones homegoing. We will keep your family in prayer. Praying for great strength and peace during this difficult time. May God truly surround you with his great love and comforting arms. Bless you and your family for your faithfulness.
Bobbi
Mar, 15, 2013I’m heart broken for your family. I cannot even imagine what you must be going through. It is truly amazing the amount of people you were able to witness the Gospel to. Your family has been in my thoughts and prayers constantly. May God comfort now and always.
Julie Geyer
Mar, 15, 2013I am aware of the loss of your precious little Hannah through our friends, the Spriegels. Please know that through heartfelt tears I am praying for your family, that you would sense His very presence in tangible ways in the days ahead and the image God gave your of sweet Hannah, with her water-sprout hair in Jesus’s arm will forever be etched on your hearts.
Carol Casserly
Mar, 15, 2013I don’t know you or your family, but was prompted to pray for your sweet Hannah by several of my facebook friends. (I attend Lafayette Federated Church in NJ.) God chose to heal your precious Hannah by taking her home, so I continue to pray for you and your family. May the Holy Spirit bring you great comfort and peace during this difficult time and may your faith and the prayers of your fellow brothers and sisters in Christ help sustain you.
Kerry, Virginia
Mar, 15, 2013“Be at rest once more, oh my soul, for the Lord has been good to you.” Ps. 116:7
Praying with you that God will give you peace and comfort that even in this tremendous pain…He has been good, still is good, and will continue to be good to you.
Isn’t heaven so much more real now?
Debbie
Mar, 15, 2013I just heard the new about the loss of your daughter this morning. My heart breaks for your loss. Our family will continue to pray that God continues to give you His strength each day. May you feel God’s comfort surround you.
Dana
Mar, 15, 2013I don’t know you personally, but I feel compelled to extend my deepest condolences and to tell you that your story has touched me so deeply. Your grace and faith under such dire circumstances is a lesson to us all. I am praying for your family and hoping that God will continue to give you strength and bless you all beyond measure. Hannah’s life, although short, has already touched so many. She is a beautiful angel now who will be with you always.
Brett and Meghan
Mar, 15, 2013We met you both through WMM Post-residency at the Global Health Conference in 2011. Just want you to know we are praying and grieving your loss with you. May the God of all comfort bring comfort to you now in your affliction. (2 Cor. 1:3-5)
lydia
Mar, 15, 2013God Bless your family.. Many thoughts and prayers for your family.
Nida
Mar, 15, 2013I am sorry for your loss. All I can do is lift you and your family in prayers.
Lord, hold this family close to you. May they feel your loving arms. Surround them with your presence, O Lord. Give them peace, comfort, strength, and protection that they need during this time. In Jesus name. Amen
Sue Greiner
Mar, 15, 2013I am sitting here in tears and as you know it is hard to write and cry at the same time.
I found comfort in the words of the great missionary James Hudson Taylor when he too lost children while serving the Lord.
He says: “May this be your experience; may you feel that the hand which inflicts the wound, supplies the balm, and that he who has emptied your heart has filled the void with himself.”
Praying and weeping with you.
Jules
Mar, 15, 2013My heart is so broken with yours, but I am so encouraged by your faith and love for God. You are truly an inpiration to many that are going through similar trials. May the Lord bless your family and hold you close. You are loved and prayed for.
Carol
Mar, 15, 2013Our Dear Hannah,
The impact you made on your parents in life was enormous. The impact of your death on the world was astronomical. Not many of us knew you in life. Thousands of us know you in death. Your death gave us life. It gave us an awareness of Jesus, love, faith, charity. Your death showed us this world is our family, and just as we would reach out to our own immediate family, we must reach out to our “extended” family as well. You made us more aware that life is not selfishly all about us. Your death introduced us to your parents who possess the magical ability to unite, provide hope and inspire us through our own trials through faith. Your death taught us to pray more. You brought us closer to Jesus. How can we ever thank you for the gifts you gave us. I will always keep you and your family and their mission in prayer. Your face reflects a beautiful, pure image of our Lord and what our purpose is here on earth. Watch over us all and help us to stay on a straight and loving journey towards the Lord. As someday I would like to be in the same place you are right now.
Love, Carol
Tammy
Mar, 15, 2013I do know your pain my 2 year old had the same cancer, I am besides myself right now!! I have been in the same shoes as you, your faith and family will hold you tight!! I know they are both playing at the feet of our Lord and no longer in pain!! Love you guys!!
Katie
Mar, 15, 2013I’m loving the visual picture of Hannah in Heaven. Praise God for the hope we have in HIM. Praying for you all as you walk down this road with Jesus.
Jerry from Michigan
Mar, 15, 2013So sorry for your loss. Hannah reminds me of one of my grand-daughters. My God comfort your family during this most difficult time. Love and prayers.
Judy Olenik
Mar, 15, 2013It’s hard to imagine what you have gone through…..we are praying for your entire family. We lived in Kenya and our girls attended RVA….I’m sure they did everything humanly possible to help you. Psalm 23
Aaron Guest
Mar, 15, 2013Jen and I have prayed and weeped for your family. May you be surrounded in comfort and may you find peace. Know you have our love, and are in our prayers.
Grady & Claire Milstead
Mar, 15, 2013We are deeply saddened by the temporary separation from your precious little girl that you are experiencing right now, but encouraged by the strength of your trust in the love of the Father. We have walked (continue to walk) where you are now walking and have seen great and continuous evidence that God is faithful. May He truly store your tears in His bottle (Ps. 56:8), and may you be granted the blessing of seeing, at least in part, how He will use all of this for His glory.
Praying with you and for you.
Until He comes or calls,
Grady & Claire Milstead
Trelew, Argentina
Stephanie Huffman
Mar, 15, 2013Hello,
Sorry for the loss of your precious angel. I heard and read your story from a friend of yours Jenn Goodwin Brown which of whom my Husband I went to school with. We send your family prayers in this time of need. I would also like to thank you. As while reading your messages while Hannah was in the hospital It made me think a bit more on how God threats us all. I was born and raised a Catholic but felt like I was “pushed” to deal with the church issues while growing up. So as an Adult I have opted not to force that onto my children. But by no means have I forgotten who God is how important he is. But I have to admit I have forgotten to think of him on a regular basis. Your inspiration even in your time of need and wonder has given me a change and while I can not promise things will change right away, I can promise that we will do our best to bring him into our home and hearts more. Thanks and sorry again for the loss of your precious angel.
God Bless, Stephanie, Matt, Desiree’, Kody and Lacy
Sarah
Mar, 15, 2013I am so sorry for your loss. I am praying for you and your family as you grieve.
Elizabeth
Mar, 15, 2013I have no real words other then those that our Lord and Savior gave to us “I will never leave you nor forsake you”! May the God of all comfort “quiet you with His love” as you run to Him with all you have left. Thank you for your testimony – from one sister in Christ to another, from one Mama with a girl your precious Hannah’s age, my heart aches for you. With tears I pray though we have never met that you will feel the prayers of all the saints and the love of our Heavenly Father – may He be real to you today like never ever before! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PANiveIKVX0
Charlie and Jacqui Besley
Mar, 15, 2013Like so many you dont know us, but we know of you as we used to live and work at Kijabe. We have been praying for your family over the last few days and will continue to do so as you grieve. Love and prayers Charlie and Jacqui Besley
Bill Bispeck
Mar, 15, 2013I only know you through my daughter-in-law, April, who asked for prayer. I have prayed. It is such a blessing to read your blog and your praise of God in the face of such severe adversity. “The eternal God is your refuge and underneath are the everlasting arms.”
Joann
Mar, 15, 2013As I read the prayer request that Tina Moser sent, the tears just came. I have less days ahead of me and I would have given it up in a minute if it would have saved your precious Hannah. She would have had many years of service, but our Heavenly Father knows what is best, and Hannah needed to be with him. Prayers for you, Stephanie and the boys while you continue to serve him in Hannah’s memory. Hannah will be with you every inch of the way. I commend you for your strength and willingness to keep serving. God Bless You
ElizabethH in CO
Mar, 16, 2013I don’t know you but found out about your story through the MFWK fb page. I’m a fellow MFW homeschooling mama and although I have no words for you, I wanted to let you know that I’m crying with you and praying for you and your family. You are such an inspiration with your Godly perspective. I’m going to continue to pray for y’all.
paula K
Mar, 16, 2013simply joining with those who are lifting you in prayer…………we don’t have to know one another when hearts can be united in prayer. Thank you for sharing your story and your darling with us………….She is healed, I believe that and you will see her again…………Jesus promised………..covering you all with peace and comfort as you walk your days to glory………………best love,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,paula
Kevin & Lynnetta (Swartz) Armstrong Family
Mar, 16, 2013I graduated with Tina and I remember Connie and family. I remember Steph as a little girl, we are good friends with Phil and were so happy God joined Jane and him together after his wife Barb’s death. I grew up at Cedar Grove and now we attend A New Beginning Church in Spruce Hill, PA where God is always working! We just learned through Tina’s facebook of the unfolding events in your lives. We are grieving and praying for you during your loss and knowing that you serve the same God we do, He never promises anything to be easy, but with His strength, we have His assurance that we can get through anything if we put all our trust in Him. How do families go through a tragedy without God…I’m not sure they survive it emotionally or mentally, or if they do we know that without God its definitely a struggle the devil works upon and because of the words God has given you, I will be recommending to my friends and family on facebook to read through your blog if they haven’t already. As others have stated you are doing God’s work and even through your loss you are bringing people to Him that would not necessarily ever want or get to know Him for any other reason than through your family mission and your daughter Hannah’s journey. Your words are encouraging and inspirational, you and your family are doing what God has asked and for that He promises He will see you through this. We share in your pain and sorrow and will ask God to see you each step of the way, every hour, every minute of your days ahead to give you His peace and comfort that only He can provide to us in our time of need. May the happiest memories of your daughter over shadow the sad ones and may God take your grief and use it to speak to others all over the world that many more may come to know Him. We are all only here in this world for however long God allows, but knowing that we are waiting for our special place in Heaven on the day we are called home makes facing each day on earth a little more easier. Resting assured that Hannah is now in the everlasting arms of Jesus and will always be happy and healthy until you see her in Heaven one glorious day. We pray that your continued message of hope and love, sharing what God can do through His son, Jesus, working with your family through your loss bring more people than ever to Him. Hannah’s hand is now in Jesus’. We will continue to lift your family and mission up in prayer.
Kristin Newhard
Mar, 16, 2013As a LAMA/LVPG PA, i am frequently in the ER at LVH-CC, and although I don’t know you on a personal level, i know that there is such great support and love for you and your family from the LVHN network. From the persepective of a mom to a son and daughter, i cannot imaging your pain over losing a child. I admire your commitment to God and your love and strength for you family. You are all in my prayers.
Vicki
Mar, 16, 2013I do not know you but heard this from a facebook friend and wanted to let you know how sorry I am for your loss. She was such a beautiful child. My prayers go out to you and your family.
Kathryn
Mar, 16, 2013I’m reading this tragic message as I nurse my first child. My heart breaks and my eyes are full of tears as I try to imagine how much sorrow you must feel. Your strength is so amazing. I’m praying for Jesus to heal your hearts.
Debbie
Mar, 16, 2013“After she died, we had a time of prayer and Steph was given a clear vision of our little Hannah smiling her two-toothed grin (the biggest one she had ever seen on her face), with her water-sprout hair-do running into Jesus’ arms as He welcomed her to paradise. She is home.”
Loved this! Although I don’t know your family I received your blog via face book this morning. Praying for you all! The above quote reminded me of September 9, 2007 when my sister and her 14 year old son were ushered into heaven due to a car crash. We later heard of a little one who had been at the scene and had told his parents that he saw Jesus walking with them and taking them to heaven. Although we knew they loved Jesus and were with him it was a beautiful picture for us to hear! Love you – Debbie Woodall
Amanda
Mar, 16, 2013Aaron, I am not sure if you remember me, but you went to med school with my husband, Brandon Webb. I just wanted to let you know how much we admire you and your family and are praying forY yay lol you during a time I cannot even fathom putting myself in. Your faith in God is truly an inspiration. Thank you for sharing your heartbreaking story; you are blessing others with your obedience to Him and I can’t wait to hear about the out pouring of blessings God has in store for you!
Meghan
Mar, 16, 2013Your family is in my prayers. I pray that He gives undertanding and peace to all of you.
Gina
Mar, 16, 2013Your prayer request was passed along through our home churches prayer wall. Just wanted to let you know that I am praying for your family. My husband & I are missionaries in Peru, so we can relate to your overseas move, but cannot imagine your grief at losing a precious little one. May the God of all comfort be with you all now and in the difficult days to follow. May He fill you with the peace that passes all understanding. And may you grow in your walks with Him, cling to Him and cling to His Word.
deanna walker
Mar, 17, 2013Received an email from the Pfennigers and my heart flows streams of love and grace to you and your family as you grieve the loss of hannah. I am so encouraged to know the pain will lessen but that Hannah is safe and loved by our HeavenlylFather. I am grateful that kelley received a vision of Hannah in Jesus arms . In Christ deanna Walker
Jenn C - London Ontario Canada
Mar, 17, 2013From the moment I read about your story I was touched.. I just cried such sadness and heart ache for you. I do not know you and live far away, but wanted to know God is touching so many lives because of your sweet Hannah! Sending you loves and hugs to help ease the aches. Praying for you all!
Jeannine Brabon
Mar, 18, 2013Medellin, Colombia
You are upheld in prayer.
God does not waste our pain, He transforms it for eternal gain. He did not avoid the cross He died on it and released an eternal victory for all who believe. Hannah will continue to minister to countless lives. God is bringing in a great spiritual harvest through her.
I will have the prisoners and former prisoners intercede for you. They lay hold of God and are mighty warriors for the Kingdom.
With interceding love, Jeannine Brabon
Kathy
Mar, 18, 2013Aaron and Stephanie I am so sorry for your loss of sweet Hannah. I learned of your loss from Dr. Allan Sawyer. My heart and prayers go out to you. I pray for the God of all comfort to enfold you in His arms and give you peace. Your faith and trust in Him will carry you through this dark time and the assurance that you will see Hannah again some day will comfort you as well. God bless you as you serve Him and share your heart and His mercy and grace with others.
Dee Larson
Mar, 18, 2013There aren’t words to express my grief for you at this time, however, we do believe in a loving God and I believe that he will hold you in his arms through this time. We do not know His reason for what He does but we do know that He will hold onto us and help us to get through. God be with you all and I will keepyou in my prayers!!
Dee Larson
Cedar MN USA
Mark and Kirstin Jenkins
Mar, 19, 2013I saw this post on Sarah Lantz’s Facebook Page. My heart goes out to you both, you’re strong testimony to God’s faithfulness, despite the death of your precious Hannah, will win souls to Christ. God will use it in a mighty way in your ministry in Africa. I cry and weep with you, don’t be afraid to let the tears flow. I pray you will sense Jesus’ arms wrapped around you. We too lost a precious Hannah and her twin sister Sarah 16 years ago, they died before birth. But God blessed us the next year with our adopted son David and our miracle baby girl, Rebekah. So, I pray the Lord will bless you both abundantly too, I know He will! He sees your great faith and it is so…. pleasing to Him.
diane hurd
Mar, 20, 2013my heart hurts with you and my prayers go with you. may the Lord hold tightly to you both and comfort and strengthen you. hugs Diane
Renee
Mar, 20, 2013I was given your blog link from a friend and was asked to pray for your family. I just read through your past few posts and am crying out to God on your behalf! I’m a mother of 3 and news like this breaks my heart! Praying God’s comfort over your family.
Lisa M
Mar, 20, 2013You don’t know me; but a friend shared an earlier blog on FB and I have been praying for your family during this difficult time. We too have lost a child (in 2005) and I know there are no words to express the sympathy felt or to take away the pain. Just the ministry of presence. May you feel God’s love wrapping around you through the words and actions of His warriors that He has set in place for just this moment. You will grieve deeply because you loved deeply. But I can tell you that His grace will be sufficient….I promise.
Bill Fisher
Apr, 3, 2013I too lost my daughter..she was 30 years old and the mother of 2, a boy named Matthew and a daughter name Tatumn. Matthew lives with his father and Tatumn came to live with us at age 4 months. We too watched as our daughter lost her battle with a bacteria called VRE..you probably know of it with your medical background…this battle was preceeded by 14 years of drug enslavement. When Tatumn was 4 months old, she asked me, at the ripe old age of 62, to take care of Tatumn..Tatumn, as it turns out is the spitting image of my daughter, Mindi.
Mindi is now totally healed and sits with Christ in heavenly places. She renewed her committment to Lord prior to her death and saw the face of Jesus..it made her happy and reluctant to return to this earth. She said, “daddy, I am not afraid to die anymore, I saw the light and face of Jesus”. That was 16 months ago and I miss her everyday but I know for a fact that she is in heaven and happy. The time she saw Jesus, she had coded and they were able to bring her back. I was fortunate enough to have been there when she saw Jesus..she looked intently up into the corner of the ICU room and just starred and I said Mindi you saw something, didn’t you? She gave the reply above…God is good..the hurt has not and will not go away but the vision of knowing she is healed and whole is comforting. Please read the book, HEAVEN IS FOR REAL..an easy read and outstanding truth about what heaven is like from a young man’s perspective..God bless you and your family…The Fisher family in Bradenton, Fl. will be praying for you all and your ministry there!
Jen Scola
Apr, 20, 2013We don’t know each other, but please know that my family and I are lifting you, your wife, and your precious children up in prayer.
Liz
May, 2, 2013The Lord has laid you all afresh on my heart again. I am so very sorry for the passing of your precious little one. Praise Jesus that we will all be together again in His presence one day! In the mean time, please know that I am praying for all of you. I pray you feel the peace and comfort only Jesus can give.
Marcia Warner
May, 13, 2013I have been blessed and mourned over your blog site. Blessed with your perseverence in spite of the loss of your sweet Hannah and mourned with you over your loss. Now I read that you will be returning soon to Tewek so I am touched over your dedication to our Lord. My husband and I are friends of the Spriegels so that is how we found out about you and your blog. Please know our prayers will support you in this hard and yet rewarding journey you are traveling.
Because of Christ we are connected with you.
Sincerely, Marcia Warner
Britt
Jun, 5, 2013My Heart really goes out to you and your family on the loss of your child. Jesus has her in his arms as we speak put your thoughts to rest because all is great in the kingdom of heaven. I pray that you and your family receive healing for the loss. I would Love everyone to spread the message of jesus christ by visiting my website Godbless.
http://puttingfulltrustinjesuschrist.webs.com/
– Brittany