It has been three years since I last held Hannah in my arms. Three years since her home going. Three years since I crawled into bed with her and released her back to her…
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My True Country
“Listen, Peter. When Aslan said you could never go back to Narnia, he meant the Narnia you were thinking of. But that was not the real Narnia. That had a beginning and an end. …
Read moreOur Loss is Heaven’s Gain
It has been a rough week. Too many young people died. Too many families lost a loved one. Too many mommas are left with broken hearts. Let me take a break from sharing our…
Read moreLonging for Home
The past couple weeks have been rough. As we expected, it was hard leading up to the anniversary of Hannah’s death. Lately work at the hospital has also been increasingly difficult. There have been…
Read moreVisit With The King
I am not a writer. I am not a book/story writer. I am certainly not one to come up with an idea for a story and write it down, let alone put it out…
Read moreOut of the blender
I’ve been trying to figure out what I could say for my next blog post. Honestly, I’m still not really sure. It feels like Steph and I have had a bunch of emotions thrown…
Read moreSo many questions…
Ever since Steph and I informed the boys about Hannah’s death there have been so many questions. Before we left to take her to the hospital, we told them that she was very sick…
Read moreLonging for Eternity
One of the first questions Noah asked after we told him that Hannah died was, “Is Hannah a grown up now?” Of course, I don’t have the definite answer to that. If I had…
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