I’m not really sure what to say. This is the kind of day that you never dream will happen. I’ll do my best to summarize the events of the day and let you know where we are currently. Yesterday we took Hannah back up to the hospital to replace her NG tube for feedings and to perform some additional testing. We had a quiet evening with her as the boys were again entertained by our Tenwek family. While Steph was putting the boys down I had a chance to just sit and pray with her as she rested. I don’t know why but I could almost sense something horrible was going to happen (although there were no outward signs of this) so I wanted to take a picture of my little princess. She finally was resting…
Steph stayed on the couch with her and Hannah slept on her chest. I heard her cry a couple times but not the screams of agony that she had before. Then around 2 am Steph yelled for me to come check her because she had stopped moving. I checked and she was pulseless, limp, and so pale. I started resuscitating her and Steph called for additional people to come over. We were able to regain pulses so we began to run her up to casualty. On the way, we again lost pulses so we slowly made our way up the hill. Once we arrived it was difficult to bag her. A couple of attempts at intubation were made but were unsuccessful due to excessive secretions. I then attempted and was able to secure her airway. At some point after we noticed that she was having seizures so we began treatment for that. I honestly don’t know how long we were in casualty but eventually we made it to the ICU. Here is what her bedside looked like for hours on end…
I can’t say enough about the work and dedication of all of the doctor’s, spouses, staff, etc. God was truly at work through them. Hannah continued to struggle with seizures, blood pressure, oxygen sats, and losing pulses. Her poor little sternum has a deep abrasion from all of the compressions. At one point it looked like she may require blood so I ran to the lab to donate. We finally had her stable enough to proceed to CT which is when we confirmed one of our worst fears. I first saw the hydrocephalus so I knew what to look for. In my 5 weeks at Tenwek I have seen more advanced pathology that I could have imagined. 
I had no idea that I had brought more with me. We never had any indication of a brain tumor…even looking back now. It’s a complete blur as to how we arrived here. I know that there was a lot of prayer, the most intense burning tears one could ever shed, and a bumpy/fast journey from Bomet to Kijabe. (We saw the group of baboons that we had been looking for on our initial trip.) Steph was thankfully able to get a little rest on the way over as I prayed, read scripture, and listened to Steven Curtis Chapman songs repeatedly. (For those who don’t know, he tragically lost his daughter several years ago. He has several songs that beautifully show the hope that He maintained in Jesus Christ.) I’m still listening to those songs now actually.
When we arrived we were greeted by the group of physicians who would be working on Hannah. I’m too tired to remember the neurosurgeons name but he is a world renowned pediatric neurosurgeon who has authored books on the subject. Tell me God is not good! They struggled to get lines in her as she was so clamped down from being on an epi drip to maintain her blood pressure. Eventually they did a brachial cutdown to establish an a-line. A central line was also placed and the ET tube was exchanged. The neurosurgery aspect of her operative time was relatively brief. The tumor was sitting superficially so dissection through native tissue was not required. It does appear to be malignant but the pathology results will likely not be back until early next week.
We were able to visit Hannah in the ICU. She looked a little bit better…had more color. She was on less pressor support and throughout the procedure, her vitals improved as pressure on her brain stem was relieved. While the events of today have provided us with a glimmer of hope, we are realistic that our “best case” scenario is a far cry from the dreams we had for this precious child.
What I said in earlier posts remains the same. We are not anxious. We are at peace with whatever the outcome may be. We are so incredibly thankful. Hannah entering our lives changed everything. She showed me a part of my heart that I didn’t even know existed. She loves her brothers so much and the way she says mama and dada can just melt us.
We aren’t sure what tonight may hold. We have taken sleep aids that hopefully can allow us this crazy wheel of life…at least for a few hours. Our friends from Tenwek are taking shifts to stay by her bedside and others back at Tenwek are keeping our boys safe. Her prognosis is still guarded…getting the path results will be helpful.
When we told the boys about what was going on, Noah began to look pretty upset. His question “Well how did the bad thing get there”…I didn’t have a good answer for him. But there are things that I know full well…
God is faithful and just
He is the beginning and the end
I am weary but I still know who You are and what You have promised
I have so many questions….and God is big enough to hear them and will answer them in His time
I don’t understand much of what has happened…and I don’t need to. instead i just have to trust.
Right now life feels like it has burned to ashes….out of the ashes beauty will rise
New life will shine through the darkness
This is not how it should be…but our God is in control
This is not how it will be…He was always in control and will forever remain in control
God is faithful when he gives AND when he takes again
“My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong. 2 Cor 12:9-10
We thank you for your prayers. We serve a risen Christ who is able to exceed our wildest expectations. His answers may not be the ones that we want but we will remain humbly thankful and gracious.
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144 Comments
Michelle
Mar, 13, 2013We will continue to pray without ceasing! Your strength through this is a testimony in and of itself! As you said, we serve a risen Christ and know all things all possible through Him. I will continue to pray His will for Hannah and your family! God’s loving arms are wrapped around Hannah and your family now and always!
Samantha Randolph
Mar, 13, 2013I will continue praying for Hannah and all of you.
Cindy Zimmerman
Mar, 13, 2013Praying for Hannah and for you….May God hold her in the palm of His hand….May He give you comfort and strength…
Niki Martorana
Mar, 13, 2013Aaron,
My heart aches for you and your family as you and baby Hannah are experiencing the worst days anyone could imagine. Even worse is that you are thousands of miles away. I believe that god sent that neurosurgeon just for baby Hannah. Your ability to keep faith in the face of such tragedy is so inspiring. Know that you, your family, and baby Hannah are in my heart and prayers. I know Hannah is strong and she is a fighter just like her brothers. I am praying for the best possible outcome for her. Please let us know if we can do anything for you and your family.
Niki
Cindy Tolan
Mar, 13, 2013My heart has been heavy and I have been praying for precious Hannah and your entire family all day. Daniel remembers you well from orientation and was devastated to hear the news. Thanks for your blog as it helps us know the details a bit better. We will continue to pray – for healing , for strength, for peace and most of all for His presence to be felt in and around you. May our Father bless you with sleep tonight, and continue to place His angels around Hannah. Love and prayers, Cindy and Daniel Tolan
Joanne Vollmer Goodhart
Mar, 13, 2013Thank you, Aaron. We send our love and continued prayers as Hannah heals from her surgery and you and Steph try to rest. People are praying all over the world for all of you. We are thankful for every hope we have.
Lori
Mar, 14, 2013Thank you for the updates. We will continue to pray for Hannah and your entire family!
Steph GG
Mar, 13, 2013Aaron…I’ve been glued to this blog… Thank you so much for the updates. You and your beautiful family are in my thoughts. Sending my Love to you.
Sheri Parker
Mar, 14, 2013God is with you! I am praying here in SW New Hampshire, USA!
Miriam Wert
Mar, 14, 2013Thank you, Aaron, the the inspiration you have been to us in this, as you share your faith in God our Father and Jesus our Savior. We are great-grandparents and sense your lov. We continue to pray.
Devon Wert
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and Steph, I have heard about your little girl through Shelley Wirrick Boullainne and have been praying for your little girl since I found out. This morning as I read an update, I started praying and felt God giving me a song. It is “Healer: by Hillsong. I listened to it and have been singing it all day as I pray. We will be trusting with you for a miracle whether God chooses to heal her here on earth or in heaven. I will continue to pray for all of you for strength, peace, rest and for the angels to surround Hannah and minister to her as she heals. I am also praying for your mother and Phil as they travel to see you and the family. God bless you for answering the call of God for your life and for being faithful in this very difficult time.
Faye
Mar, 14, 2013ssking God to intervene and trusting that He is covering you with peace as He stands the watch over your precious little girl.
Connie
Mar, 14, 2013Thanks again Aaron! You’re faith and committment to God and your family is a witness and praise in itself. Please take care and we are lifting you all in prayer.
Good night, sleep tight! Love you!!
Cindy Bonsall
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron,
We are praying for Hannah and all of you and will continue to lift you up at Samaritan’s Purse Headquarters. Cindy Bonsall
Kathie (a friend of Sarah & Brian)
Mar, 14, 2013Praising God for his loving faithfulness and his peace and healing. Thankful that he has you and you your precious little one gently and firmly in his grasp. Blessed by your words. Continuing to pray!
dagmar veen
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and family….thank you for the update on little Hannah….i wish you all the best and may god be with you! i keep praying and hoping and looking for new updates. hope you can get some rest!!!
Lindsey
Mar, 14, 2013We stand with you in prayer here in DR Congo. He is always faithful and hears us when we pray. There are angels watching over these little ones.
Rachel Didyk
Mar, 14, 2013My family and I will be praying for you and your family. I can’t imagine the ache in your hearts right now as you watch and wait. May the God of peace continue to hold you all in His arms and overwhelm you with His calming presence.
(I know we’ve never met and maybe never will, but I grew up at Tenwek and Kijabe – my parents are Daniel and Cindy Tolan, and my grandparents are Ernie and Sue Steury. Therefore you all have a special place in my heart as missionaries to my “home.” Thank you.)
dana tucker
Mar, 14, 2013Arron and steph and family god is watching you and Hannah we are all praying back home and keeping your family close in our hearts. Keep your strength in christ thru him all things are possible. All my love Dana
Corie Hartsock
Mar, 14, 2013We are lifting you up in the name and power of Jesus.
Corie Hartsock
Philipsburg, PA
Jason Morgan
Mar, 14, 2013You are all in my prayers as with all of us at LVHN…
Linda
Mar, 14, 2013I don’t know you all, but I saw the update through SP, I was a Post Resident doc myself last year. I can’t imagine trying to intubate your own child. You are amazing and are a testament to his glory and most of all, reflect his courage. The prayers of me and my whole church will be with you.
Corie Hartsock
Mar, 14, 2013Hope returns when I remember this one thing: The Lord’s unfailing love and mercy still continue. Lamentations 3:21-22
cathey and matt indeck
Mar, 14, 2013Hi Folks- Leo and Susie are dear friends of ours and asked for prayers for you and Hannah. Please know there are prayers going out for your precious baby from every state and several locations on the battlefields of the middle east. Love abides. Love abounds. You are not alone….but you know that. Holding you close in prayer in Pennsylvania.
starlately
Mar, 14, 2013praying for comfort and peace and strength for all of you. This is the very first post I’ve read about your dear Hannah; praying for a cure!
Kammy Chambers
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and Stephanie, You are surely in my prayers and weighing heavily on my heart. You are living the Bible outloud and will never know the impact this is having globally to all of us that are watching and praying. I don’t have to “know” you to know that you are my family in Christ. Please know that we are all here praying for and loving you.
Pastor Mike Edwards
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and family, Your brothers and sisters in Christ of Good News Church in McAlisterville, PA have been praying for all of you. We praise God for the mercy He has shown to and through you. Hannah has been a great witness to us of what it means to have the faith of a little child, the sort of faith that can offer God nothing but can only receive God’s gifts to us, totally trusting His Will and His goodness.
In Christ, Pastor Mike
When I am afraid, I put my trust in you. Psalm 56:3
JOHN COLLETTI
Mar, 14, 2013I HAVE NEVER MET YOU BUT I FEEL YOU, HANNAH AND YOUR FAMILY IS WHAT LIFE IS REALLY ABOUT. I AM A FRIEND OF SHANNON SCHICK WHOM I BELIEVE IS AN ANGEL ON EARTH AND WITH HER PRAYERS AND HER ASKING OTHERS FOR PRAYERS FOR YOU THAT THIS IS THE EVIDENCE THAT GOD CARES AND IS GREAT. MY PRAYERS GO OUT TO HANNAH AND YOUR FAMILY.
Nancy
Mar, 14, 2013May God hold each of you in the palm of His hand and be merciful to sweet Hannah. Holding her in prayer.
Angela
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for your sweet baby girl and all of you. I know God is in control and will not leave your side. Thank you for sharing your faith and your struggle with the world!
Jerry and Lisa Barnes and Family
Mar, 14, 2013Praying earnestly, and sending our love to you all!
LINDA GHHA employee
Mar, 14, 2013This is so sad, GB your beautiful baby Hannah… my thoughts and prayers r w her
Maureen White
Mar, 14, 2013Thank you for updating us. We continue to pray for all of you, especially little Hannah. Your little princess has touched the hearts of so many and has people praying for her all over the world right now. Sending you all love, prayers and hope.
cynthia sullivan
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for your family and child God Bless her my church also Christ Community Church
Amy Royse Kern
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron, I have been following your family’s journey to Africa through your blog. This last one absolutely broke my heart. I am praying for Hannah and your family. Your faith and strength are an inspiration.
anne
Mar, 14, 2013praying for your family and your beautiful little girl. My heart aches for your family right now. God is so good and faithful and your faith is encouraging.
Pat Knopf RN, LVH
Mar, 14, 2013Sending Love and prayers. No one should have this happen to them. My heart breaks for your family.
Melissa Pisarek
Mar, 14, 2013Our family is holding yours close in prayer. May God continue to give you comfort and peace and rest through the journey to come.
Joy Myers
Mar, 14, 2013As God meets you each day, I continue to pray that He will give you wisdom as you face each decision ahead of you
My husband and I are just down from Allentown. We and our church will faithfully lift you and your family before the Throne of Grace
Nathaly
Mar, 14, 2013How bigger the problem, the greater is the glory of God!!
This morning Hanna’s photo appeared on my page, how? I do not know.
I just know that God put in my path to pray for her, and all day has been in my prayers.
God is in control of everything and your hands are. Blessings
Rebecca Trego
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and Stephanie, Your faith and trust in God’s handling of your situation is so uplifting in itself. You have no idea how many people love you all and are praying for your little Hannah. Katie keeps us all updated, and we just will continue to pray for Hannah’s healing and your strength.
Ted
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron & Stephie. Every year, every month, every week, every day, every hour,every minute and every second of human life is so precious. Some earthly lives are long and others shorter. It is so easy to tell how much of an impact your little princess has made on this planet. While our time on Earth is limited our lives in Eternity is forever. Whatever plans God has for you princess, her brothers and parents, His plan is perfect and will be carried out. Whatever the plan, He will strengthen you, lift you up, comfort you through your deepest pain and bless you with strength you never knew you had.
We are praying and will continue to do so. Your faith is strong, His love is stronger. Glory be to God.
Genevieve
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for you. Our 3rd daughter Amelia had encephalitis (brain infection) several times, followed by a de-myelination of her entire brain. She survived against the odds and is now a special needs kiddo but alive and well and beautiful and vibrant. Your post brought me right back to the ICU. Oh, how I pray for God’s grace for your sweet Hannah.
Jamie
Mar, 14, 2013I don’t know you, but have a friend that told me what you are going through. There’s a blog from a family here in Memphis you might find some comfort in. Their little girl is 2 years out from medulloblastoma and doing well. I just thought it might be good to see a story of hope in this trying time. Will be praying the path comes back nonmalignant and she is healed with the miraculous power of God.
Linda Carroll
Mar, 14, 2013Dear Friend in Christ,
We will be praying for your family that GOD what is good for Hannah, We know some of what you are going through we have a terminal Grandson he is 10 and has been in the hospital more then home. The Dr. say they do not know how long he still has he should not be here now the Dr.’s say but that is up to GOD! They said when he goes he will go all at once. Ben is a fighter and has said GOD told him when he is ready to tell him and GOD said i will take you home. Ben has said he has talk to GOD and he has talked to the Angles many times.But please know you all will be held up in our prayers and remember GOD IS GOOD.
Meagan Boozer
Mar, 14, 2013Thanks be to God. You are all in our fervent prayers along with all your family stateside.
Jamie
Mar, 14, 2013I forgot to put the blog address I mentioned. erikandkatekrull.blogspot.com
Ann Stanley
Mar, 14, 2013We are praying for Hannah and your whole family during this extremely difficult time! May God continue to give you the strength you and Steph need as you continue to cherish each moment with your beautiful little baby! Words cannot express how this has touched us. You will be in our daily prayers!
Sincerely,
Mike and Ann Stanley
Debbie Paxton
Mar, 14, 2013My heart goes out to you and in gratitude for the love in your beautiful family.
awall614 (aka Alice Wall)
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron,
My heart aches for you and your precious family right now…Know that there are prayers being said at every moment of every day for God’s healing power to rest on Hannah…Your faith is astounding and I am humbled by your resolve and your peace…God knows of your suffering and is near…Have comfort in knowing so many care and you’re in the thoughts and prayers of so many…Peace be with you…
Hugs,
Alice
helene friedberg
Mar, 14, 2013thank you for such great faith! your story and posts really touched my heart. praying for your little angel. May God do a miracle a restore her to full heath. Love in Christ .
Katherine
Mar, 14, 2013Hello Aaron,
I sat here this evening in my normal way, surfing around on my phone and checking Facebook. Little did I know that I would come across Hannah’s photo and your family’s story. Oh, how I pray that God will heal Hannah so you can continue to hear and see her laughter and beautiful smile. When I read your posts, the one thing that strikes me is how powerfully the beauty, strength and mercy of Christ flows from your words, not only of Hannah, but about this journey you have started. It is so true as it is stated in 2 Corinthians, that in our weakness His power is made perfect! I hear the hurt and sadness in your words, but there is a strength and hope there that is so powerful. You are living your faith, real and unashamed. There is beauty in the ashes. Thank you for your words and for allowing me to see Jesus through your eyes. May His arms wrap tightly around Hannah and hold her safe and sound.
Corinne
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron & family,
Sending you positive healing energy & many prayers for a full recovery for your little sweetheart. Also for health & strength for the rest of you. Your faith is inspiring. I have all of my friends praying for you & little Hannah.
Hugs,
Corinne (from SHH)
Ray Rivera
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and Stephanie,
Oti (my wife) and I pray for the continual peace that passes all understanding to guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus! There are a lot of people praying for your whole family! To God be the glory in all things…….especially now! We love you guys!
Ray
George Allso
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron, my wife, a three-time cancer survivor, has a wonderful testimony of healing which might be of interest to you. I would be hapy to e-mail to you if you’re interested.
linda p
Mar, 14, 2013Our family’s thoughts and prayers are with you all. God is in control..now and forever! As a nurse..and more importantly..as a mother of grown children…I have always believed God is watching over us..always!!! Grandma Jayne is known to me (as a former therapy patient) & I feel I must say God Bless you in person. We shall, as neighbors in Juniata County, beseech our Lord for his goodness on your behalf.
Amy
Mar, 14, 2013Oh Aaron and family–I am so sorry you are suffering right now. I am a member of Salem Bible and had the privilege of meeting Hannah for the first time in the nursery the Sunday before you left. I fell in love with her! What a sweet spirit! I also got to meet Steph and was so inspired by your family’s story and upcoming journey. I am in awe of the events that have taken place. I admire your faithfulness—after all that is what brought you to Africa. Our God is a healer as you know and will continue to watch over Hannah and all of you. Thank you for the updates. You have an army of people back in the states lifting you all up in prayer—“HE HEARS!”. I hope you can all get some rest. I wish you better days ahead.
Diane Doyle
Mar, 14, 2013I am Keith Micucci’s mom and I want you to know that our entire family is praying for all of you and especially your dear little girl. I can’ t imagine your pain but your faith is amazing and I know God is with you and will stay by your side. God bless..
awall614
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron,
Tried to post something before..doesn’t look like it went through, so I’ll try again…..
There are so many people at every given moment praying for precious Hannah and your family….Your faith is ever present and I am truly humbled by your strength….Know that God is with Hannah and all of you during this difficult journey…So many are praying for the touch of His healing hand….Peace be yours…
Hugs,
Alice Wall
Stephanie
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for you! Thank you for being an example of following Christ through your pain.
Serving HIM with you
Erica Coverley
Mar, 14, 2013My prayers are lifted for all of you! My heart is in Kenya with all of you and my prayers are constant. All of my love.
Christie Cozzie-Nester
Mar, 14, 2013Thoughts and prayers continue to be with you and your family and Hannah and her entire medical team. Our Congregation prayed for you this evening at New Goshenhoppen in East Greenville, Pa.
Shannon Murphy
Mar, 14, 2013My prayers are with you and your family. I am in awe of your strength while facing one of the most difficult times in your life. Prayers and love coming your way.
Paula Oldham Johnson
Mar, 14, 2013You have many believers praying for Hannah here in Lynchburg, Virginia and around the world via our Facebook friends. May God hold you all in the palm of His hand. We don’t know you but we love you and know God answers prayer.
Linda Reichard
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and Stephanie, I woke up several times last night praying for your precious Hannah. Hannah and you are being lifted up to the throne of grace all over the world! God has given you strength and a wonderful attitude through this. He will continue to do this for you as you trust Him, just one day at a time. You are so right, His grace is sufficient! Aaron, I saw you faithfully serve with TEAMS in Jamaica. What a blessing to see your whole family serve in Kenya. God is, and will continue to do a mighty work through you. Keep resting in Him! Much love to you all! Linda
Josh
Mar, 14, 2013Psalm 121: I lift up my eyes to the mountains—
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord,
the Maker of heaven and earth.
He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;
indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.
The Lord watches over you—
the Lord is your shade at your right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.
The Lord will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;
the Lord will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.
April Williams
Mar, 14, 2013Love & prayers from Frankford, WV! Although I’ve never met you or your beautiful family, I have a little boy about the same age as Hannah. My heart just breaks for you and I am asking our Father to wrap His loving arms around Hannah and your family. May he give you peace and provide a miracle for your sweet baby girl.
Jen Fretz
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and Steph, I have been praying continuously since I saw the news this afternoon on Dawn’s FB page! Penn Valley Church in Telford prayed for her and for you all tonight as well! Thinking a lot about our Olivia tonight and rejoicing in the fact that God IS good no matter what and praising Him for the hope we have! I will be very anxious to hear how Hannah continues to do.
Jen Fretz
Jess
Mar, 14, 2013My cousin, Annette, shared your post with us on Facebook. Having sat alongside my son in ICU, through that worst day of your life, tears are in my eyes as I read your post. Strength to you. The words of a song gave strength to us as Caleb was so ill, and were shared to us by a friend who’s child was also ill:
I have a maker, he formed my heart.
Before even time began, my life was in his hand.
He knows my name, he knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls, and hears me when I call.
I have a FAther, he calls me his own
He’ll never leave me, no matter where I go.
He knows my name, he knows my every thought
He sees each tear that falls, and hears me when I call.
You are in our prayers, even though we do not know eachother.
From Hamilton, Ontario.
Rebecca
Mar, 14, 2013We don’t know you but join with you in praying for your special princess. Your faith is a light tower shinning brightly for all to see. Bless you brother.
Elly
Mar, 14, 2013My sister is an RT connected with Tenwek and she shared your story with me. Our daughter was diagnosed with cancer at 18 months and I can relate to much of your post (and some of the pictures). Just wanted to let you know that our family is praying for your family from here in Canada.
Amanda Owings
Mar, 14, 2013We are praying for your family and for precious Hannah. Who knew that you would travel to Kenya and minister to people in Tennessee? Your faith and courage in these circumstances is beyond worldly understanding and I praise God for preparing you for such a difficult task. Thank you for your testimony and continued updates. God bless.
Jim & Karen Tidwell
Mar, 14, 2013Prayers and strength to all of you in this difficult time.
Joy Abram
Mar, 14, 2013There is so much that I would like to say, but I will not do it well, so…I will just let you know that you, Steph, the boys, grandmas, grandpas, aunts, uncles, cousins…All of you are in my prayers. May God bless you and keep you. May He shine His grace down upon you and give you peace.
Spencer and Rachel Cookson
Mar, 14, 2013I just cried when I heard the news today. I am so sorry. And we are praying for you.
A Adams
Mar, 14, 2013I and many other strangers are praying for your little girl and for your family.
Michelle
Mar, 14, 2013There may be pain in the night, but joy comes in the morning. His love NEVER fails. As a mother of 2 daughters, I am amazed at your tremendous faith and praise as you walk through this journey. We prayed for your beautiful Hannah here in our Ladies Morning Bible Study at Calvary Bible Church in Lewistown, PA.
Debra Tollefson
Mar, 14, 2013I had bible study tonight with the lady,s of our church and we just want to let you know we are praying for Hannah and your family
Jennifer Snell
Mar, 14, 2013Your story was forwarded to me from a friend. I am also a missionary, living in Brazil. My husband and I met in Africa before we were Christians. Please know that I will be praying for your little girl, and for you and your wife as you walk this road that no parent ever wants to walk.
From our family to yours..
The Lord bless you
and keep you;
25 the Lord make his face shine on you
and be gracious to you;
26 the Lord turn his face toward you
and give you peace
Judy Bawroski
Mar, 14, 2013I ran across this post via a page I follow on Facebook. I will be praying and have asked others I know to pray.
“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.” John 14:27
Ashley
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and family, my prayers are with you guys for strength, guidance and that peace that passes understanding. Much love. Ashley and Eric
Lori Tucker
Mar, 14, 2013Oh my sweet friends. My prayers are going up to Heaven for you. Sweet dreams darling girl.
Shirley Mainstone
Mar, 14, 2013Someone in Nepal has just sent me news of your little girl. I live in Australia. My friends and I will be praying that God will uphold you and all the medical staff involved. ” Hannah’s life is in God’s hands.”
Laura
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and Stephanie,
I first met you at the CMDA Orientation to Medical Missions last summer. My husband Mike and I spoke with you again at Prescription for Renewal. I am a pediatrician, and we are preparing to serve in Guatemala. We have 5 daughters. I can’t imagine what you are going through right now. I heard about Hannah’s situation yesterday and have been praying fervently for her. I am praying for a miracle. I am praying for the medical team caring for her. I am praying for the two of you and for your sons. Psalm 34:18 says that the Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. I pray that you feel His nearness in a powerful way right now. Like many others, I am inspired by your faith and your resolve. May the Lord of peace Himself give you peace at all times and in every way (2 Thess. 3:16).
Laura
Jennifer
Mar, 14, 2013I am so sorry to read of Hannah’s probable medulloblastoma diagnosis. Childhood cancer is so heartbreaking, especially when it affects you so personally! I am a pediatric nurse practitioner in Louisiana whose little boy spent 6 months on a St.Jude protocol for treatment of his rhabdomyosarcoma diagnosis in 2009. Our first neighbor at Ronald McDonald House in Memphis was a little girl with DIPG. We also became good friends with a little boy named Evan Pertile who was diagnosed with a medulloblastoma. His parents were both doctors. He is doing well today close to 4 years after treatment. Our story can be found at http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/willpatton and Evan’s link is on there somewhere, too. My heart cries with you in supplication to God for His healing in the life on your beautiful daughter. I hear the StevenCurtisChapman lyrics and make them my prayers, too. I find hope in the truths about which he sings, knowing fully that God is holding you and all of us tightly, now and forever. Prayers will continue for your baby. Praise God that He is keeping anxiety far from you. Press into Him as He is so near and so gracious, especially in the storms!!!
Jen
Mar, 14, 2013Dear Kelley Family- I do not know you personally but heard about your story from a friend. I am the mother of two small children and cannot imagine the suffering you are going through right now. As a Christian I am in awe of the strength of your faith. Please know that you have inspired me and your family will be in my prayers, especially Hannah. Sincerely, Jennifer Ruth
Brenda Wisdom
Mar, 14, 2013My husband and I are praying for you and your precious family. May you have His peace always and stay under the shadow of his wings.
John Roberts
Mar, 14, 2013Praying with tears in my eyes.
Court
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron – Thank you for sharing your unbelievable strength and faith. Lots of prayers and love coming for Hannah. Your other family is ready…if you need anything. xo
stacy
Mar, 14, 2013Praying and sending positive hopes and prayers for your daughter and your family.
Norma
Mar, 14, 2013Remembering the family as they wait for a miracle for Hannah. She is in God’s hands and in the hearts and prayers of many.
Sue
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron, I don’t think you know me but I go to church at Cedar Grove. I had your precious daughter in nursery there before you left. My daughter Chloe helped me in nursery that Sunday and we fell in love with her….she was just sooooo adorable! We are in Florida now, visiting Disney. As we ate our packed lunches, Chloe was looking at Facebook and shared with me what was going on. I checked there too and tried to fight back my tears as I read your terrible news through posts of your Mom. I just have to share that just then an airplane wrote big letters in the sky…..it spelled out Jesus. I knew it was a reminder to all of us that He is indeed in control and will take care of you all. Just had to share that……
I have felt compelled to share this all day…I will try to post it on Facebook soon…
In Christ, Sue Sheaffer
Kelly Ann Haney
Mar, 14, 2013Dr Kelley,
Thank You for updating and sharing with us ,please to you and your family be.strong God it amazing and will help to heal Hannah !!! You and the family have so much support .
David and Hannah Hough
Mar, 14, 2013We are crying and praying with you. I was listening to our baby sleep last night after getting your news, and wondering about the seeming ambiguity of all of this. Why your baby and not mine? Why not earlier in the States? But there is no ambiguity through God’s eyes which is clear through your circumstances… your ability to resuscitate Hannah and secure her airway… sustaining her through the night… getting her to Kijabe… having Dr Albright there waiting for you… the tumor being superficial and easy to access. I can remember the smells and sounds of the Kijabe ICU- Hannah is in bed 2 I think- and feel like we are there with you guys today. Thank you for being an instrument of God’s Glory even in this. Our hearts and prayers are with you today.
Lisa
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and Steph,
We are praying here in WV. Praying for Our Awesome God to reach down and heal sweet Hannah. May you feel all the love and prayers that are being said for you and your whole family here in the United States. My favorite verse comes to mind……Psalm 30:5 Weeping may endure for a night but joy comes in the morning.
Love you guys!
Lisa, Brook, and Molly
CARMEN M
Mar, 14, 2013It is our moral duty to really believe that God is a God of mercy and will be there, guiding the doctors and giving them enough knowledge so they can do everything they can to help this little angel
Cathy
Mar, 14, 2013Your message is powerful and holds within so much love which is being heard around the world! Hannah’s blog and periodic updates have reached many family friend neighbors and strangers who are all offering their support during this “crazy wheel of life” as you advised. Keep your faith and outreach to God and we will continue with our prayers for Hanna and her family! God bless you all
the Lattins
Mar, 14, 2013We have never met you all, but we were post-residents in 08-10. You are all in our prayers. With love.
Lisa
Mar, 14, 2013Several people I work with at the hospital shared your story and blog, I am so sorry for the struggles of your little girl and what your family is dealing with. I hope that your faith will continue to give you strenght and sustain you. I will continue to pray for your daughter Hannah, your family and your work. God Bless.
Melissa Metzgar (LVH)
Mar, 14, 2013My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family…along with the team providing Hannah’s care. With St. Patrick’s Day coming, one of my favorite blessings is the following:
An Old Irish Blessing
May the road rise up to meet you.
May the wind always be at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
and rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of His hand.
Michelle
Mar, 14, 2013Prayers are bring raised to God for little Hannah and you’re family, for the strength to endure his will. From perth, Australia
Elissa Moore
Mar, 14, 2013Sending thoughts of love and health to your beautiful Hannah and the rest of your family in Kenya and here in the US.
Pam
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for Hannah and your family.
Paula Swain
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and Steph, I stumbled across your blog, it grabbed me and I read about your sweet cinderella, I will be praying for God’s healing hand on her, and that God’s will be done. I will keep checking on her progress and praying for her and you and your wife. I am an RN and have worked in neuro crititcal care,( adults). LOrd Jesus, thank you for these friends in Christ, please touch and heal this child, if this is your will, and we ask in Jesus’ name to give her parents rest, in Jesus name wrap your loving arms around this family and comfort them, we thank you for your son Jesus who died on the cross for our sins, we praise you and love you Lord, in Jesus name, amen.
Sandra D
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for your Hannah and for all the rest of you.
Gary
Mar, 14, 2013Continued prayers to all and to the medical team. You are all heavy in our hearts and minds.
Searls Family
Mar, 14, 2013We’re praying from Hungary! May the PEACE of God keep your hearts and minds in Christ JESUS!
Jim Michener
Mar, 14, 2013My heart goes out to both of you parents….and I just finished (again) praying for that precious little daughter of yours…..May the Lord continue to hold you both very close….as He permits this (not wanted) test in your lives…I know I join many many others in PRAYER FOR OUR LORD TO HEAL HANNAH….In His love ;Jim
Rick and Ann Smith
Mar, 14, 2013We don’t even know you but live at Kijabe at Moffat Bible College and the Kijabe Wind blew the story of your precious family into our ears. Our family has been praying for you all day and through the night and will continue to do so. Love – The Smith Fam
Christine kwok
Mar, 14, 2013We are praying for you, your family, and precious Hannah. We have a 5-month-old who has severe hydrocephalus from a choroid plexus papilloma that had filed his posterior fossa but didn’t get diagnosed for awhile. We serve an all-powerful God! He is able to do things beyond what those of us in med
Christine kwok
Mar, 14, 2013Continued: medicine could ever imagine! Our little guy was close to death many a time in his first 2 months but is doing amazingly well. We have not had him but a short while and cannot imagine loving someone more; we can only imagine what you must be going through. He works all things for our good and for his glory. May you sense his nearness and love in the deepest way. In Christ, Christine (SP Post Residency Program 2008-10)
Jessica and Paul
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and Stephanie, we’re with WMM in Nepal and we are so sorry to hear about little Hannah. We are standing with you in praying fervently for her and for your family. We have several churches back home praying for you too. May you feel His everlasting arms around you, upholding and strengthening you. We’re asking God for a miracle. Bless you as you continue to cling to Him through it all.
Deb Weber
Mar, 14, 2013This picture brings me to my knees…Rest peacefully Angel Hannah your little body is so tired..God has a Bigger Plan for You
Keeping the Kelley Family in Our Thoughts & Prayers
Robinson Masongo
Mar, 14, 2013I cannot ask you what you feel. I pray that God will give you the courage to face the future without your child. My prayers for your family and friends who are near and far. I am truly sorry for your loss. She is now home in good hands, the hands of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Alexandra
Mar, 14, 2013You don’t know me, but a friend posted a link to your blog. I want you and your family to know that there are so many people who are praying for your sweet little angel and for your entire family. May God continue to bless you with strength to get your daughter through whatever He has planned for her.
God bless you with our prayers from Bethlehem, PA.
Josie Moore
Mar, 14, 2013Your family is in the thoughts and prayers of many across PA. We are all so sorry for the loss of your beautiful princess. You’re faith is inspiring to many, let it carry you through this difficult time. God Bless!
Friend of a Friend
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for Hannah and your whole family. Aaron you are an inspiration, I pray I will be half the man of God you are one day.
Janice Weiss
Mar, 14, 2013Saw your blog posted on Facebook via the Myhre’s. Praying in North Carolina and focusing on psalm 121.
Karen Fairchild
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron,
My prayers are sent to your and your family.
Christy Lee
Mar, 14, 2013We are praying for your family during this difficult time. With love from the post residents in Cameroon.
Michael and Myfanwy Bentley-Taylor
Mar, 14, 2013Toronto Canada. Cardiologist
Our love and prayers
May the arms of our Lord Jesus comfort you and the boys
He is the Good Shepherd
Hannah is now at peace
You folks must be very special for The Lord to honour you with
Hannah
May you be given the courage and strength to continue to serve the
King of Kings and Lord of Lords in Kenya
Mandi Prato
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron and Steph,
I heard about you and your family’s story though my HGH family. I have been praying for you since I’ve known about Hannah. I am so sorry this is the outcome and I am so sorry for your loss. May the good Lord comfort you and strengthen you during this awful time. Your faith will see you through. I will continue to pray for you and your boys. God bless your sweet family.
Emily
Mar, 14, 2013We work with Samaritan’s Purse in Central America and saw your story through various people on facebook. We are praying for your family and for Hannah during this difficult time.
Amanda
Mar, 14, 2013Hi… we are a missionary family living in Zimbabwe…. heard about your family… just wanted you to know we are praying for you and praising God for this operation that was able to happen…and asking the Lord to heal your sweet daughter Hannah. Amazing to see your testimony through this!
Sarah
Mar, 14, 2013I have been praying since yesterday when I heard about Hannah. I believe God can and will allow Hannah to continue blessing your lives. Crying as I write this…. I don’t understand His ways either, but know He has a plan. I will pray more fervently than I ever have for you and your family. My heart just aches for you as I have small children of my own. Much love and prayers going out to you and your family and especially for sweet Hannah.
Amanda
Mar, 14, 2013Our mutual friend Erin M. asked us to pray for Hannah when it was discovered that she had the tumor. Her status update this morning brought me to tears. I am so sorry for the loss of your precious baby girl. There are no words that this stranger can say to make any of this better for your family, but please know that your sister in Christ in Grand Rapids, MI is praying for our Father to comfort your hearts. Praising Him for healing sweet Hannah, but my mama heart hurts with yours…
Margie Coger
Mar, 14, 2013Dear Ones,
I am lifting you up to the Lord of Heaven for comfort at this difficult time. May His big arms surround you and bring you peace in the difficult days ahead. He is well familiar with the grief in loss of a child, and knows just what you need. I pray that God would be glorified in and through Hannah’s homegoing, and that there will be Kingdom impact to such an extent that souls will be in Heaven one day that otherwise might not be.
God is good. God is worthy of our trust. He is faithful and all-knowing. I commit your family into His capable Hands, and trust that He will show you how to go on … one day at a time. In Christ.
Rebecca
Mar, 14, 2013Praying for your dear Hannah and each of you. May you know the comforting presence of our loving Heavenly Father as He cares for each of you.
melisalyn amato
Mar, 14, 2013I am so very sorry for your lost. My thoughts and prayers are with your family…
Karen Wilson
Mar, 14, 2013Dearest Kelley Family,
Of your lives and of this day God is intimately aware. Jesus stands with you as you grieve the physical loss of your precious baby girl, and yet she runs, she laughs, she plays with her maker, her redeemer. Her joy is immeasurable. Your lives are a testimony every day to His Glory, to His majesty. His mighty arms are wrapped around you and they will build you up and carry you in the days to come. Precious warriors for Christ, thank you for being wonderful and loving parents to treasure given by God, Hannah. He knows your sorrows and He will draw you closer to Him for comfort. Praying for the peace that passes all human understanding for each of you, for continued glimpses of the great joy your precious Hannah now enjoys and for strength in Christ. You are loved by many and you will see your precious Hannah again in but a brief moment in time. The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make his face to shine upon you and be gracious to you;
the Lord lift up his countenance upon you and give you peace. In the name above all names, Jesus.
Brenda
Mar, 14, 2013May the love of Jesus and the peace of the Holy Spirit sustain you all. Much love and prayers to you.
Lynn Adams
Mar, 14, 2013Aaron ~ I am so sorry to learn of your family’s recent loss. I only had but a moment to get to know you when you were completing your fellowship at LVHN, but you were always smiling and kept such a positive outlook during some of the most crucial times. I then found out you were going on a mission to Kenya with your entire family, which I thought was such a selfless act and held a high regard for the choice you made in helping people less fortunate. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family at this most difficult time……..
Lori
Mar, 14, 2013I just learned about your family yestarday Through Kim torrens. I am soooooooo sorry for your loss. You will be in my prayers.
Debbie Smith
Mar, 14, 2013Dear Aaron and family,
My husband and I have prayed for your dear Hannah for her healing since her illness was announced in devotions here at Samaritan’s Purse. We will continue in our prayers for your family as you walk this painful path. May God’s peace comfort and be with all of you during this time of missing little Hannah.
Revelations 21:4 “…he shall wipe away every tear from their eyes; and death shall be no more; neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain, any more: the first things are passed away.”
In His name,
Debbie
Friend of a friend
Mar, 14, 2013Your faith is astounding and touching.
Wishing you comfort at this time of loss.
G-d does indeed give…and does take away.
Erin
Mar, 14, 2013We just learned of your story the other day via a friends post. We are so sorry for your loss. We will keep your family in our prayers. Your precious baby girl is now dancing in the sonlight with no more pain.
Jan Parks
Mar, 15, 2013We’ve been praying for you since we heard from the Roberts. May God use the pain for all of His good purposes in your lives. He has been there too. He is with you now.
Bob Violette
Mar, 15, 2013You are all in our hearts and prayers! Thank you for your strong testimony! You are indeed lifting us all through this with your courage.
No one can read about your efforts without shedding tears. May God be gracious to you and bless you with His mercy and love.
You will rejoin her in His time. The death of a believer ( child) is precious in His sight!
Bonnie Barr
Mar, 15, 2013I am so sorry that your beautiful daughter has had to suffer so much. Our little grandson was diagnosed in 2010 with Wilms tumor, a kidney cancer. His prognosis was good, and he has been blessed beyond our dreams and way behond the expectations of the doctors throughout his treatment. He has been in remission for one year, and we expect he will be declared cured after five years. I understand how numb you can feel when something like this is so unexpected. My heart breaks to know a little of what you are going through. Your faith is inspiring. Please know that I am praying for healing for your little girl and for peace and calm for you as you face the unknown. I know how much it can help to have the prayers of many, so I add mine to those of many other people. God is good – all the time! May you feel His peace surrounding you in the days ahead, and may He hold your little one in the palm of His hand as He did our grandson.
Julie
Mar, 15, 2013Praying for you all. The Lord is not only our Savior but our Comforter as well. May His comfort consume you.
Janis
Mar, 15, 2013God bless you and your family. I hope God’s arms wrap around you and give you peace during this trying time. Some people touch our lives for just a little while, but change us forever. God hold that beautiful little angel. You have our condolences and prayers.
Barbara and George king
Mar, 18, 2013Kelly’s You are in are prayes. As you go through these dark days, we pray Gods peace to suround you. That he will in time full the vold in yours lives. We pray for a safe trip home and all point of connections made , as you travel home. May you have Gods peace and a shield of confort about you. Mifflintown Pa.
Samson Njenga
Mar, 18, 2013Kelly’s, I am praying for you that God Almighty will give you the comfort you need at this time. It is only Him who can be able to comfort you. We may not clearly understand why some things happen, but I am challenged by your faith in God. God bless you for the great sacrifice you are making for the advancement of his Kingdom.
Lyn
Apr, 3, 2013Kelly’s. I learned of your precious Hannah through the mother of a St Jude’s child who posted a link to her comment on your blog. My heart broke as I read your March 13th blog note about Hannah. I am praying for all of you, and will also post a copy in our church prayer room – where we have prayed for several St Jude’s kids and now Hannah as well. We will anxiously await any update as you are able to provide them, and may God’s mercy and grace continue to lift you all during this long and most trying of walks.